I can handle the gossip, I can take some insults. I can even be the bad guy in some of these stories. I'm in no rush or a hurry. Just don't abuse my time and be fake. These stars die, but atleast there's some light. Even the darker ones get a glance of a dim direction. It's a great day to catch my friendship pending. Snaps that's been sending. But I'm not worried, kind of curious to see who's next, or who'll use me when they send me a text. Left on read, that's fine. I do the same sometimes, but don't be rude and expect my time. I've got a horrible record of having poor conversation skills. But atleast my loyalty is real. I find myself bored as well with blank forehead selfies, but atleast the streaks are increasing your score though. I'm open to talk, well more than likely to play the question game. Atleast I'm curious and attempt to know more then your name. I know some of my questions are clingy, cheesy, and raw. But atleast I'm trying and giving it a shot.

I've ways dealt with things alone. Never was anything new only new things was the "false hope"
I've always had a lot of anger. Defense mechanism because I was afraid to be in danger. Therapy sessions with pen and paper. Always in a room writing and crying. Notes look like its just me and you. Mirrors laughing at me because the reflection was not so great. I lost my one true love and now I'm done woth the tears because everytime i picture her smiling i break. I've got hope, I've got these dreams. Let me tell you one thing. I am loyal, I am the right man. She deserves to be mine. But wouldn't be fair because thats not what she wants. Time to sit in the park and hope she sneaks up on me for a kiss. Walk this lonely road down the block because its her i miss. Knocking on the door while shes freaking out. Barefoot and rain pooring down. I'm here baby I'll always walk through hell for you. Road trip is our adventure and now you see me in the review mirror for your adventure. Man why don't the past let go of me. I'm moving and why does it have to summon me. Everywhere i go especially when i try to sleep then find myself ready to bleed because i cant eat nor wanna speak about ready to lay low beneath because i wanna ******* breathe but thats to easy. **** me for finally being happy to just lay down in agaony. Why me? Why does it have to be me alone? Just why?

She had me gazing upon her beauty. Had to message her because she's the cutie. Heart racing everything I got a new message. Hello darling how are you today? You're something real that made my day. Would you like to hang soon? I'll drive over and we can hang and get to know one another. That smile with the gaze in your eyes. Had me lose myself and I glance upon the skies. All because I see a fallen angel. Hello beautiful you're flawless in every angle.

What are you doing to your body
No food because someone cracked fat jokes now you're claiming not a hottie?
What are you insecure again.
Whats next splitting wrist open?

Don't even start! I'm attempting to keep these voices apart. I work 10 hour shifts and the las i need is some thoughts dissing me. I want to be happy.

You can't be happy not getting when you're notified as Nellie with a belly. You need to lose weight to look great.

Nah man I'm just enjoying myself again. I've lost **** near 20 pounds

Hold up 20 pounds isn't enough. No wonder you can't find love. You're the definition of a mistake. What happened, did you're heart break? No wonder why everyone left. You black out and its your own regret.

I just drink to feel nothing. Now I realize its atleast something. I know I lost myself. No one hates me more than I hate me. What a true agony. So what no likes me

I've split my veins. Took it out because I'm insane. I wont ever seek out my main. Life full of depression and pain.
Wait whats my name?
**** it who cares no one will be there
Honestly who's going to really care?
I'm a be distabt again. Bleed in regrets and lit that stay open.
I use to be so beautiful
Now I'm empty and petty
Wasn't close to being ready
***** it I'm a lose it
I'm a regret it
But oh well who really listens
Who wants to deal with my depressed ***
No body has time to list to any of that

To sit and to think. Too enjoy that silence of peace. Where's that better place? I change my mind...... this is the best I can ever get. Once upon a broken heart I've realized it's easier to let go but not to forget. My favorite is sunset with some tunes. No one but me. I think this is a sign, I think for once I'll be alright. NO!
I am alright, I am in a safer place. The beautiful lies people feed me. The tough live I've got. For once in my life I'm fine. Not a person can change that.

What's it like to make it? Give me a calming voice I can converse with. Please, need some attention.

The only man who should be upset, is the man who never planned on finishing the job his/herself

Someone help me love again. Help me with a world that should be mine, the snakes bit me from the grass with some heavy venom that left me open. I just need some time. Stay for me as you'll ever possibly can. I'm getting bit alive. When I survive..... I'll be ready for her to mine!

Wake me up before the nightmare carries me to a non ending scene.
Take me to the life I planned always wanted to dream.
I got my dreamcatcher in my heart.
I am proud to breathe...
but get me out of something i don't want to call a bad dream.

When I woke up this morning I felt the need to rush to something where I know I have not point in hoping. These streets fill me with sorrow so the songs I jam to don't make a change when music turns off. I then become to realize this sun will rise as long as they days productive. So sorry to disappoint you all, I tell you this is not right for me. just promise to hand me a flash light and Let me find my way out of this tunnel. I just want to please everyone but it can't work unless I please my needs
World will you please stop, not for just me but everyone else who needs to catch up. we got nothing but time, why don't we just slow it down to savor the peace earth has brought us