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Nellie 55 Jan 2022
It makes two mistakes to cause a conflict of interest, but from the sounds of it someone is dealing with it with ignorance. One can wash the hands full of sins, but God forbid the others sin begins. Talk about a toxic conflict. No one talks about love, just depression. I try this, I try that. I'll still take words I've never said back. Once upon a unfair broken heart, but I still creep my way into the dark. **** what's my gut telling me? Is this another broken story? Happily never after, excuses one after another. I've heard it all but still feel the worse. Life's putting my roses into the dirt. But it's painfully beautiful with the thorns that hurt. I guess that's why they're red, ****** pedals full of "romance"
I think I'll consider my second thoughts instead.
Nellie 55 Jan 2022
Silence.
A smile.
A good set of ears.
A good sense of redirection.
Nellie 55 Jan 2022
Yawning is contagious because we're all tired, we get sick from the contagious one because are normal Temps got fired.
But we smile when the others smile do to a desire.
The attention for my lips to touch. With a smile like hers I don't think I can get enough.
She's the one with a contagious smile, she's the one with the cutest lips.
Simply the ones I'd love to kiss.
Eyes trapped me but it doesn't get any better than this.
Nellie 55 Jan 2022
I kissed a broken smile.
A beautiful smile, night got too wild.
The best New years kiss!
Please get home safely, I'll always cherish a night like this.
Your beauty was A perfect distraction,
I'm sincerely sorry about the broken heart that brought you destruction.
But it all wasn't for nothing, your kiss sparked something.
I guess that's why they call it in shock 😲
I heard my kiss never haunted you, in fact it enlightened you.
I've never been so flattered!
I've been randomly replaying that night as your lips hugged mine softly. I'm happy I you got home <safely!3
Once upon a two broken smiles brought each other the light to the two destructive worlds.
Kissed a stranger on new years, got her snap ^_^
Nellie 55 Jan 2022
I'd be lying if I said I was fine. But **** I swear I'm trying. I feel like I can't express what's going on inside. I'd rather smile with a lie. Behind these hazel eyes are flooded with screams and cries.
I'd do whatever it takes, but without the right motivation I can feel the veins open as my heart aches. I've made far too many mistakes.
I like to believe I'm a astute person, but I've always made it all worse with my temper. Over protective or a over exaggeration? It depends on who observing my attempts and it follows their opinion. I never meant to fight so angry, but I lose control. I'm a ticking time bomb and I got no where to explode. No one to help suppress my depression silently. I'm "drinking" so heavily and my words grown violently. Tell me I'm lost so I can be found safely. I'll allow myself bottled up opinions be so empty. I'm lying to you when I say I'm fine. I put my struggles aside while I swallow a glass of pride. How are we playing hide and seek when I'm out in the open and I've got now one willing to seek me?
Nellie 55 Jan 2022
I'm apparently never alone, but how come I face everything on my own. Go out by myself with some high hopes on my phone. I think I'm meant to be temporary, I can't even find my main accessory. Why does this world gotta be difficult?
Life's been rough, my angered urges are too tough. No one actually knows how I'm feeling, they see me drinking but they don't see me dealing. I'll smile and ask you're doing, I'll play it off I know that's kind of confusing. Now I'm struggling and feel like it's my own security I'm abusing. Difficult time to express in words, I'll learn because I'm still too "young"
But lately us young ones kind of have it the worse.
Nellie 55 Dec 2021
"Love you."
Still lingers in air.
Why do I still hyperventilate?
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