I enjoy the company with us dancing on our feet
Hopping reaching for the stars with a drink
Cheers to all my homies
That's the way it'll always be
Bar hop, can't stop.
Avoid the drama along with the harsh words
No one would be Cursed
A celebration with the night so young
We're the youth having some fun
Give me a double shot
I'll reach up and give the stars a hop

A good morning have a great day
That on repeat with no voice that's fake
Beautiful mist
Earth rotates with a kiss
A stay in kind of a sweat day
I hope you reach a wonderful wave
With a have good one

A bad temptation, another broken relation. ****** up situation, a suicidal creation. But living tortures a heart, ripping it all apart. But I live to make it to a suicides wake. **** a heart break. Wouldn't care if I'm late. I know one day it'll all be great. Just have to suffocate. With not a soul to relate. My wrist found love to a blade. Felt like there wasn't another way. Just slitting my fix to get through the day. I'll still stay awake while I put suicidal thoughts to sleep. But from a distance I've got doubts that can creep. A suicides wake, I've got a heart ache. Watching these wars stories of how they've got severe PTSD. How do I control my own anxiety. Chest thumping, loss of breath. About to pay depressions debt. **** a suicides wake today. Soon this battle will be lost, but now I'm at war. Soon enough there will be no more. You can talk to me, or destroy me. I'll still approach it all calmly. I may be go phsycotic. Any one else just felt neurotic?
With everyone's ptsd passing out like it's candy, I've realized I've got to brush off the cavity. We all fall with the devil. Headed to a suicides wake grab me a shovel. Tonight make my drinks a double. I'm about to bury it all to a deeper level.

How is it that I relate to drunk people's side of a story?
Not understand someone with sobriety?
I guess you can call me a alcoholic
We're all distracted from feeling neurotic
You can call me out but sill fail to hurt me
I get roasted on the daily
You're going to have to do better than that
I've got a stronger back
You seem like the type who lost it all
The one to crumble and fall
With tear drops rolling and storming until dawn
I'm tired of this as I walk away with barely a yawn
Judge a book by the cover
Just like every other
It's no bother, I'll make it farther.

You've got a serious dad issue
Now I'm to understand every emotion he put you through
But yet respect you with the way you mistreat me
You even came here with my homie
I'm a go have a drink
I don't care what you think
You're not even all that pretty
Stop being so pity
I've got a clue, but I could careless about another daddy issue. Not even caring what you've been through. I can add it and put together both sides but there is always one truth
I know what it's like to fail, but I atleast never bailed.
I'd a enjoyed your company
If you would of approached me respectfully and differently
But I'm another object
But I'm also a ******* for attempted to redirect your subject
Make like your daddy and leave
Don't ***** with **** I've attempted to achieve

I've been alone in so many places
Time dragging and plenty of new faces
Talking to me is a waste of everyone's time
But I sure manage to listen when it's not mine
I don't think a struggle is enough to get by
Especially when it's all I live for along with a fight
Too many flaws to count
But achievements there I need to avoid the doubt
Breath of a cigarette with thousands of what ifs in my head
I don't want this marb red to end
I'm over thinking again
All I lost was the right company
Doesn't matter until someone lost me
I always knew how to take a hit
Not much of understanding a hint
But atleast my attempts are pending
Along with every
"I'm sorry"
Messages sending
I wouldn't give up a chance
But there are time where I lose my stance
Avoiding someone is something I just can't
I'd still offer this hand

I just want to drive alone
Hit the road with no phone
Doing it all on my own
Avoiding the social zone
Ignore me I'm home grown
Just without a place I call home
Some of my deepest have been brought up in waves
Some things will never be the same
But that's okay
I'm on my way
About to struggle today
But what else can I say
I'm a be on my way to a random location
This is my only situation