No one can promise forever
Getting to know me would be better
A bonus if you fell for me at my worse,
I'll pick you up to see my best along with my worth
Cursed myself and paid the price
Earned some change I'll donate my two cents to treat anyone right
It's free to love
But it'll cost a heart break to fall from above
A fallen angel but who keeps track
Devil fell too and he's still stabbing my back
No one should compare scars but I'll put a long sleeve on
I've been there and I've been in the wrong
No one can tell me how to be me, but they can attempt the redirecting.
No one can promise forever
I'll be the one doing better
Hopefully it'll atleast be the rest of my lifetime
See me at my worse but bring out your flashlight
Shine upon me with a bottle of wine
Dim but still feeling safer knowing I'd be treated right

It's a bit chilly
Walking with a hoodie
Hands in my pockets because it got windy
Loud tunes to shuffle my thoughts
Walking until I find peace with theses thought
Damp road, I'm a let these rains drops hit until I forget
Enjoying the peace yet

Wanted to be treated like someone's last.
Not a stress about my past, or what I did on my last. Just let me pass!
Mistakes I've had broke me, not made of rubber because like a mirror I'm shattering with a reflecting truth. I've got too much to lose.
Thinking I'm rubber and you're glue gave me a imagination to bounce and fly. Now I saw that shattered mirror showing me a lie.
Noticed I'm made of glass and that glue don't bounce off to you. I use to fly and bounce but your words stuck with me all the way through. This cracked glass is living proof.

"I'm vulnerable, don't mock me!"
Well you're too gullible, it's not mockery!
"I'm ****** in my head"
How about you leave your boy toys alone instead!
You're always claiming something
But you're doing nothing!
You can't read, you failed to succeed.
Now you're saying you've skipped a beat, but you can breathe. Meanwhile I'm still on my feet, not throwing my shots cheap. But somehow you claim you bleed. Like that's another problem for me!
**** your apology, you've never said it.
You're ****** in the head, but leave it open. Now I'm the one to close it and get called closed minded.
I don't think you can add the two cents let alone divide it!
Commen cents, but not a penny towards your common sense. Now I'm the bad guy, still applying first aid to your open wound. Now you want another man to fill your new empty room?!?!
Get the **** out of here and learn by yourself
But you're ****** in the head and all the sudden have horrible mental health.
That didn't stop you with these men full of false hope
You play but can't take a joke
You know, I should really just throw your name out there. But why would I dare?!?!
Oh, right...... I'm still better than that
Don't leave a voice-mail, don't ever call right back
*****!

You act tough at your weakest
"I'm sorry"
Was all you had to say before it cuts the deepest
Cheap shots fired down the hatch
I'll survive I had armor on my back
My trust runs thinner
But if really commit to me I consider myself a winner
You betray me then you're now a ghost
That's the path you chose
So much for staying close
I trusted you the most
I should've just left
That's my fault for not trusting my gut but now it's your regret
Why would you tell me to go to hell?
I grew up with the devil taunting me you should've known **** well
But I'll find a path without a map
I'll just take a step back
I visit the dark place
It's you that should've stayed awake
Now you lost me and now don't get a break
Enjoy this....
"Heartbreak"
"I'm ****** up in the head"
That's your problem now I left you on read
I said goodbye while you were typing
Wasn't in the mood to keep fighting
Blocked from my account
Now you've lost my numbers of trust but you couldn't even count
I deserve better, you was a part of this family now I'll put that contract through a shredder
Then burn it under a fire
I visit hell on the weekends and it's you burning
I'm no fighter
But I keep learning
Who needs a best friend?
It was you who started it, now I ended it and I won't let that happen again

If I ever fell off
Who'd help me climb back to the top?
My doors closed but Who'd actually knock?
Would you even check if it's locked?
Empty bottles in trash
I never swore it'd be my last
I'm just failing for hopes of my best
Please don't put my patience at a test
I've got shots that made me feel hollow
I still work tomorrow
Did I give away my hoodie or did I lend it for someone to borrow?
Whats the anxiety for?
It's just me, but who could I ignore?
They call out your worse, they don't recognize your achievements
That's why you've ways felt so defeated
Hang in there for the next sunset
Sit outside and watch the stars in peace
Teach yourself to be solo
But expect the worse so you don't lose control
Always feels like the end
But the world's a circle you just have to try again the next spin
Life makes me dizzy
Anyone else relate?
I'll feel upset but I've learned from that mistake

Love never leaves forever
Gives your heartache time for something better
Change the locks
Make a new key
Try again to be happy
As long as these regrets keep sinking
I'll shred the shore to keep my lungs breathing
Not about to drown from over thinking
But these waves aren't shrinking
Eyes watering but I keep blinking
Love is forever but some souls dim together
Some don't shine with one another
But as long as if you keep moving you'll one day glow
Have to learn to fall but one day you'll learn to take it slow
Can't ever promise forever
Just for ones heart to beat better
I'll always give it a try
Treat it like it's my only goodnight
Resting my doubts until sunrise
To my future love please treat me right