I get so tired of explaining **** through my hello poetry. I've got people throwing some shade at me. I've got 10 hours of labor, still got to put up with flaws to return a favor. Same issues with everyone's life, I give great advice. But they avoid it like I'm MR. RIGHT. When do I get good news? Hate being that rant bag that all of you use. Let's take this **** off repeat, skip to the next track because life lessons isn't something you compete. I'd much rather take the time to discover a problem to eventually have it all complete. But no one likes to work harder, not even thinking smarter. I'm the bad upfront guy, that refused to lie. But I get a goodbye, never even greeted me I've always got to fix your life. But I'm no use, thanks for my blown fuse. Better step back I wouldn't care if I shocked you. I'm loyal I've always got to see it all the way through. But don't tell me about the same issues. Just Do Something. The more you cry about it and talk about it you begin to learn nothing. Full Send, Or No Send. Issues don't drop away if you just play pretend

Winter stars still bring me warmth when I'm outside. I'll gaze upon till I've got to go inside. Hands not working, figure tips burning. I watch the stars till I feel sane, doing it in the cold makes me look insane. But the stars bring warmth to my comfort.
I can hardly feel my face and ears, but after a beautiful moment I wipe these tears. Been star gazing all these years. It's like a visual lullaby. Always tough to tell the sky goodnight. Ever watch the sunrise in the cold? Especially below zero? It's still beautiful. Trees covered with ice and snow. Redish gold warms the cold. But the breeze puts it all to a freeze.

Offering peace for those who are decent.
The struggle is real why waste time arguing. I forgive to forget, I don't hold on to a regret. I let that go, I'll feel better sooner than tomorrow. I'm Offering or they're Offering peace. I'm at ease.

I feel sorry for those who cheat
Hope that they find the other half so they're complete
With these scars on my back, I move forward and refuse to look back.
But I won't drown again, I'll keep my arms open. Need someone who's just as wrecked as I am. Someone who can understand. Sure everyone won't be perfect. But fighting for two halves to make a whole would be totally worth it. I'd much rather step back to contemplate, then find another heart ache. But I'm also prepared to fail. Not everyone is bad, just mistakes happen I just so happen to catch the worse.

**** your apology, that doesn't mean anything to me. Truly not yours sincerely, couldn't believe I took you seriously. Just had to be poked, at first it was serious but now it's a joke. We met each others family, for a second I was happy. We dreamed of loyalty because we knew betrayel. But still under a storm now there's hale. Dreamt of love but it broke, now I'm woke. Under a nightmare that heart broke. **** your apology, now feeling like **** so I write in agony.
You decided to chill in the dark when I searched for you with a light. Drowned me under a burnt out spotlight. Now I'm to let it go, but for that I decided to walk away slow. False hope! Started off talking about ****** up **** we've done in the past. Worked on making this relationship my last. But she looked back, picked up the old habits to put it in my track. I tried to take a step just to trip. I guess I'll see myself next fall.
Tough talk after a change, in my past I admit my lies and cheating. But I learned from it, now her flaws had my emotions defenseless. **** a apology when I'm trying to be happy. Fighting mentally, worked together financially. For a 10 minute poke, now loneliness provoked. How am I to take you serious when I'm treated Like a joke? **** your apology, this is me trying to be happy.

When I punch out I sit in my car smoking a cigarette
About to go home and play some Apex
Hour or two later
I put on some TV in my favor
When the weekends young I drink till I get stupid
This is my life I'm happily getting use to it
Junk food and a good drink
Sweats and TV
Punch out till my lights go dim
I'll put on some slim
Driving around for some music therapy
Gas station food because my stomachs empty
I'll punch in, working for my paychecks go thin
Punch out to enjoy a weekend
For that I'll punch out to punch back in

You want to run away, I want to save your day. He hurt you and you've lost trust, this boys a bust.  Come home I will keep you safe, take you here we'll get a place. Helping each other mentally, working on it financially. I'll be your family! You're home sick because the depression cloud is contagious. Being with his toxic *** is dangerous. We can get a place together, I'll help you get better. You don't need a boyfriend, I'll be your one and only best friend. Friends don't lie, I can't wait for you to tell him good bye. Saw you smile for the first time and that was a blessing. Then you went home to a fight I wished he got the message. You need to come home, **** that ***** for ******* around on your phone. "I need you here with me"
I will be sure you'll stay happy.
Like home you'll be with me like Sam and Dean. We'll fight the world till our lives are clean. We both will enjoy life together. Plus my family will watch over you better. We can even write my grandma a letter. Like home why don't you come back, let that ******* lose everything he never once had.