If I could just pick a time period....
I wouldn't!
I'd just worry about me and the now
Sometimes life has me down
But I dust it off rising up like I'm shooting for a crown
Take a cheers by myself
The benefit if failure has me more aware of my mental health

The choice of being alone is my comfort zone
Wishing to just end it all and go home
Isolate in my corner
But life always finds a counter
Lately I don't really sleep
Lost motives to eat
I'm just in too deep

I'm going mad here
Everything I get closer to has to disappear
Everyone's out for me
So I stick to myself to make sure others are happy
Holding on to the past like it's going to go out of stock
But I need to let go and not forget to climb myself to the top
Apparently the views great
But it's impossible to wait
For that I break
I lose the weight
All that work to get to the higher ground
Everything's loud but there isn't a **** sound
I needed to let go of the things I never regret
I was drunk ignore the things I've ever said

I've always put others before me
Even if it was hurting
But that's the way it'll always be
The amount of kindness that's need
Evwn if I was the one who bleeded
My health of a mental state will be put last
One call away and I'll show up pretty fast
Hopefully we can stick together and put in the past

The sky drifts me to think
Don't even want to blink
It'd be a waste of a second
I gaze upon will be my commitment
To gaze is to stare upon a star
Make a wish in silence
Where do I start now? How can I finish?
But I tell myself to stop talking
To myself I began to daydream
But I didn't drift asleep
For hours I just think
Pondering what if's
These nights are natures beautiful gifts
I'll cherish with every breath
Skys resetting so I left
It's time to start a new one
For these thoughts to enter
I cherish fresh snow for this December
The cold bites, but the warmth nibbles
I'm am go to sleep peacefully now

I want to converse about motivation
But I'm awkward in every conversation
I jump quicker with my poetry like a portal
Amy Lee got me through it all with my immortal
I'm confident as all can be
Especially when I write some poetry
Ask away, all I've got to say is I write to rant
Somedays I write because I can
Lessons from my own words save me because everything else can't
I'm easy to read, without a sound my penmanship can speak
I've got horrible patients to read through
But I give it my all I promise you