You've got my attention
Others continue stressin
You need love i got you
You need comfort heres a hug
Yes, my darling You've got my love
We always pull through
Don't worry about relationships especially when its not your baby
You will find happiness just dark times lately
I'll be straight up
He don't deserve you my love
I'm your bel
Always your number nel
Together I'll walk you through hell
All these dark thoughts start closing in
But I'll be your light forever and ever again
Yes, my darling you'll be my forever best friend and my baby girl
I'll help rotate your world
Because life only freezes for a moment
But Together we own it

Flexing with the outfit I got from my check
Fresh tunes I haven't ****** with yet
I'm chilling going to watch the sun set
I'm broke because these dead presidents left my wallet
My bills stay haunted
But with homies I've got
The people I chill with a lot
Nothing can touch it because it's priceless
Homie grabbed me a cold one to chill out
Y'all got cappuccinos I've got some Busch latte

There's words you can't take back
You change the meaning behind that
Hurts like ripping off a bandaid
Good thing I've got training from first aid
I know where to locate a kit
I'll even treat it
Actions are louder
Silence caused my hearing
I need some tunes to get lost
I'll eventually be found

All aboard
Actions come in a hoard
Still lost at words
Never knew my worth
On a depressed train getting back on track
But I won't crossroads just to go back
I know I'm atleast better than that
I've got my bags packed with a ticket ready
Broke a sweat and showed up still sweaty
A train wreck don't sweat it
I got you even if you don't have a ticket
I'll vouch her
Don't think about stressing over a voucher
The depressed train will be filled with a depressed crowd
Just cry out
I railed my thoughts and slaved them into words, still couldn't find work, lost my worth, but now I'm back on the tracks
***** the voices I'm a laugh right back
Not a threat, if I was the one that left
Call it a train wreck
I'm the caution signs on these crossroads
Don't need a depressed individual selling their soul
Just hop in my depressed train

Some one help me but I'm fine
I admit I might of crossed the line, don't remember if I was sober
All I know is that is over
I just need some comfort
I'm still lonely and low key hurt
Where do I go wrong
Tempted to isolate and stay gone
Just help me
I'm always feeling lonely

Why is it so hard to slow down on drinking?!
But no one cares enough so I start over thinking
But to be fair I never speak
Nor eat
Especially know when I start shrinking
So maybe it's a bless I impulsively start drinking
Then I know who can tolerate me at my worse when they seek out my best
But until then I can not put my sanity at rest
Insecurities a ***** when you're known as a mut
But everyone I love treated me like a shut
So I guess knife and hands put me on my back
Stitches so close there is no such a thing as slack

I've studied my actions like there will be a test
Flunked out and still couldn't rest
Graded my own personality and still wasn't the best
Misspelled actions and scribble some of my past
Used a highlighter to brighten some of my success
I hope I learn fast
Not in a rush but I atleast have to see the highlighted points
I hit up my memories like a text book
Wondering when will be the next break because I don't remember the last one I took
Dyslexia caused me to read slower
Doesn't mean much it just means I'm cautious with my flaws
Trying to improve and thats all