I'm okay with taking things slow
Just tell me the interest so I know
Hopefully I don't give up and go
This Sun goes down as im daydreaming of home
But I stand alone
Barely any happy thoughts of my own
But that's okay because these thoughts rebuild my heart

Let's get this straight
I deserve to be someone's charm
I deserve to be happy, just please don't hurt me

I'll search all over the world to find you
You're safety is my responsibility
I'm just trying to see you happy
You'll always have me, I'll be home
Here's a picture of us keep a little bit of home in your back pocket
Hate to see you sad and alone
You can hit up my phone
My responsibility is to make sure no one hurts you again
But this distance makes it impossible and I see you broken
I'll carry you home
Home is where you belong
He doesn't love you my dear
One call away and I'll make sure you're here

I don't give a **** about religion, me being alive making it just fine is all the belief I need.
Lifes full of greed
But I'm a slowly succeed
I'm doing this for me
Who else do I got to impress?
If that were the case I'd suffer with a **** load of stress
My own world keeps a spinning cycle
But that fake **** isn't something your recycle
Go green or go home
Either way I'm planning on flying to stay calm
A drink to make the spinning cycle feel like a theme park
Ups and downs till I puke and cough up my heart
I've had dreams
But I still stay woke
**** being broke
I've got homies and alcohol what else can I ask for?

I write, it's garbage!
Time to take it out!
Is it the day I give up?
Nope, it's the day I write about false love.
Never ever thought in my life I'd be insecure about my writing
Mentally I'm fighting
But now I'm scribble these poems like a coloring book
Colorful thoughts but dark words
I can't decide if thats for the best or the worse
But whatever, temporary it works!
I'm slowly losing my mind
Wished I was able to travel through I'm
But at the same time I don't
Then who would my family be? What would I be? Would anyone I actually love give a **** about me?
I guess I'll never know

That's fine I'm not worth it
Why go out of your way when I say I'm not okay
After watching me struggle
But I refuse to ask for help
Especially when I need it the most
I don't care anymore and thats fine

Don't doubt me missing you
We grew up and managed to pull through
I grew up watching you and mother
My only brother
Life stressed us out but we had each other
Never be more proud
Just grew up with doubt
My bad I haven't always been there
But a call a way I'm gone & got love to share
Don't think I'm cold
I'll still give love even after a trillion years old
I'll even tell the world
You're my brother