I want to walk through a field of sunflowers
light up my world while
run away
making a better change
the wind is playing with my hair
ready to climb up a tree and stare
let my screams be heard
sunset kicking me to the best side of the curb
sunflowers making me smile
can I just live here for a while?
stars hitting the field just right
mountain view i missed you
whats home?
will someone tell me?
doesn't matter I is lonely
but i've got my sunflowers
a few yards away there is another field of wishies
time to make a few and star gaze

i wish to run the world with no limit for a day
unlimited amount of impulsive choices
ignoring every ones  voices
I wish to maybe get away
find a better place
sick of hearing my name in vain
about to really be a pain
okay headphones on
Bring me the Horizon
Pierce the veil
three days grace
get scared
these are the current bands mood
about ready to blast my music loud
got a motive to make some pathetic ******* proud

Hush now
He's not worth it because your heart beat loud
I'm a drive to your location to keep you safe and sound
I'm a make sure no boy hurts you again
Please darling bear the sound of my voice
Follow me I'm open
I'll make sure you won't be be broken
What's it like being away from me?
Honestly?
Wish I could be there
For you heres my hand because I truly care
Please don't hurt yourself
You're a favorite
You'll make it
I'm grab his confidence and break it
I know you hate it
But I promise you majesty
We'll run the world

Danger
Written in paper
I need a favor
Need something with stronger flavor
Hopefully I'm a help the others in need
Don't want to watch others not succeed
I can barely speak
Is this a dream
Nope, it's paranoia again
Bout to break the window open
Feel the cold breeze?
It's beautifully cold
Because I'm sick of false hope.
Working on it being pure as gold
Clear as crystal
I'm dig up the review my past
Then burry it deeper and hope it won't come back
I'm inspired
Music is a safer place that I truly desire
Music is my first and only love
Played trumpet for a great part of my life
Treble clef notes and beautiful notes
I believe in ghost
Now it's time to beat a tune till they leave me alone
About to go beast mode
I'm a pretending I'm in a commitment with hate
Then break it off to seek true fate
But **** man everythings fake
Anyone relate
Heart aches
Heart breaks
Feeling about to deteriorate
I'm a lay here for hours to contemplate
Hush Nellie
Its okay, stars out
Suns gone
Think positive because suns only gone for a moment
Time for you to own it
Lay there
Listen to the world sing while the breeze plays with your hair
Trust me little homie you're going to get there

Subject
Projects
Rejected
Why me?
Stable job
I swear luxury isn't real
But everybody compared to me has it
Subliminal hits attacks me
******* reality
Sporadic illness
About to retaliate this
Eminem had a dream he was king
He woke up still a king
And then took himself to a ringer
I'm just a stranger
Relating so much am I in danger
How many mistakes will it take to be okay again
Will it be momentarily then?
**** it I'm a work on myself
Revival if the fitness self centered ******
But my walls are in process of being made out of bricks
Y'all just made me ****
Contagious or not
This is something I'm bout to knock
Hopefully cure it all
Watch the rose pedals fall
I love sunflowers
Feels more like home
All though i dont know what home is
So ***** the critical subliminal hints
I'm a just do me and thats how i envision it

I want to end it.
Pack a hand full of sentimental valued ****.
Then go elsewhere to split.
I want to end me
Nobody else can see
Cruelty
Now you're wondering why I'm so "Happy"
The ******* think?
I'm a step outside
Run into a dark forest
Looking for creatures that want to play
Maybe get taken a way
Invade a new space
Hearts bout to race
I'm a escape
No happy ending
Heres dark letters I'm sending
"Okay" "fine"
Are feelings I'm pretending
The voices in my head
Reliving nothing but regret
Wondering why they all left
Will someone just appreciate me?
I'm ******* ready to leave
Loneliness is all i achieve
Not including others
By why explain?
I'm a hide in this dark forever to play and pray and hope it's rains
Feelings burning in flames