Depression is were you want to be alone,
But at the same time you dont want to be lonely.
Depression is where everything is going right,
But you're still sad.
Depression is wanting to go out,
But at the same time not wanting to socialize.
Depression is feeling trapped,
Trapped in your own mind
and no one understands.
Depression is having scars on your thighs and arms,
Scars from the battle you fought.
Depression is having sleepless nights,
Depression is shouting for help,
But no one hears you.
Depression is fighting demons deep
inside you.
Depression is not something to laugh at,                                    
So grow up if you think depression is just an act,
Depression is something serious.

My mind is being flooded,
Flooded with thoughts of you,
And no matter how hard I try,
I just cant seem to get you out of my mind,
I just cant seem to forget you.
Its like an addiction now,
Its like a drug addiction,
Thinking about you is starting to become a habit,
A bad habit.
What is it that makes me so addicted to you?
Is it your smile?
Is it your eyes?
Or is it your laugh?
I just cant seem to find out why,
Your like a drug to me,
The more I am with you,
The more I want you,
The more my body cant function without you.
But its like they say,
Love is a drug.

Those eyes that once looked at me full of love,
that once held sparkles in them,
are now dull and emotionless.

Those eyes that i thought would forever make me smile
now became the reason for my forever frown

Those eyes that once held so much love and adoration,
now only reflect the sad truth,
and unescapable reality.