Stop acting like you're great.
And tearing people down.

You say I'm too negative about myself.
With what I say--that's ******* true.
But it's because of people like you.

You pump yourself up in ignorant arrogance and exaggerate everything.

You say snide comments about people.

"Look at her blog, that's so gayyyy."

"D'aww look at them [couple picture] lyk so in luv."

"'Won regionals today' --you're so cooooool."

Seriously?

I blog.
I wish we took pictures. One ******* picture even (I don't even like them but at least then maybe people won't ******* go, "oh are you still with THAT girl?")
I do a lot of the things you mock.

Then you say that you wished that I did more of the things that I like to do.
Wonder why I'm so negative?

If I say it's stupid first--I'll be less butthurt when you mock it.

This is all so stupid. I shouldn't care so much.

But I'm annoyed.

I'm so sick of people talking about me like I'm mediocre.

*****, you all ******* know who I am.

I'm sorry I'm the little leather pants wearing "goth girl" who hooked up with the football/swim guy you all supposedly adore.

But most of all, I'm sick of this feeling that it seems like you feel like I'm mediocre.