I wish you were the sun that could keep me warm
I wish you were the moon that brings me the light
Then I realized
you were neither
but a rainbow
that stay with me
only after cloudy days.

Loving you was a great idea
But baby,
We forgot that God has better plan.

Fck feelings,
take me out from here,
death.

I wonder how it feels to be loved by your own dad.

I have never been missing someone this much,
help me, oh God.
I’m drowning deep in the ocean,
hoping you would come and save me.
I wish you know that I’ll be missing you forever, and it will never stop.

My mouth is shut but my heart
Is screaming i am almost
Losing my strength
From all the shouting and wailing
The cry of my heart is
Do you see me?

Life is tiring,
I’m either  
surviving or dying.