I will love you Like i'm not insecure Like i've never been hurt I will love you When things are down When we kiss Each other's soft lips Kids playing in the pool Love you baby Like i've never heard goodbye
I don't know how I'll possibly get over you You were my solid rock When others Already crumbled Scared i will never find Solidity Once again I will never forget you Even when i didn't Get to see your lifeless body I saw your soul shine through I will never get over you
Hunger strikes You're high as a kite My drug is ED The blade is slicing through my skin Empty plate So much more Comforting like no other Leave us alone We're just fine Leave us alone
Stuck in this limbo Can't get out I'm your marionette puppet Controlled by your evil hands Can't get away Try to rip a way from you You just grip harder and harder
People think they know me Do you know about My abuse, friendships, life ED, cutting, Aspergers Depression and anxiety? No, don't you dare judge me You don't know my story
***** this evil soul That is me Disappointment To everyone Unloved Unappreciated Please help me I'm done with my own evil soul Don't want to be the monster That everyone hates
Want to feel numb Don't want to feel pain Need to cut Need to feel nothing So scared, so scared Help me blade I can count on you When the others are far away
One, two, three Hold my breath Slice my skin One, two, three, four Blood pooling on the floor Starting to sting Starting to feel my emotions On my skin Lost in a cut Lost in blood Moment of calm Before the storm
People trapped in boxes Others free from turmoil Some of us aren't so lucky Drowning in turmoil Day after day Annoyed at life Hate life Nothing worth The time of day Day in and out Food Day in and out Darkness surrounding Like the grim reaper Hate myself with deep passion Go away I'm not worth your time
People telling me Day after day Stop this Stop that Shut up you're not worthy I'm sorry I'll just shut the **** up I try with my whole being To think i'm worthy of love I was wrong **** it, I'm done
Flashbacks Feel like A thousand needles in my heart Lost all communication Thousand needles ******* My dark world Relived Feels like a thousand needles In my heart
Love you baby Laying by the pool My hands in his Sharing a drink Smiling and laughing Don't want this to end Let's stay frozen in time So you never suddenly Realize that you don't want to be with me