Nothing is safe
Nothing is secret
Something never seizes to go away
One mistake
Will eventually
Put you in your misery

I like to say
That i know
My way around the world
The truth is
I can't find a reason to stay

The power of hunger
The power of words
The power of silence
Starts to get to you
You can fill the bitter
Cold of loneliness
in your bones
they are slowly wasting away
from the hunger of
loneliness that will
eat away at your soul

Head pounding
With all the thoughts
That are all encompassing
No way out
Stuck
As if you have a ponytail
Tied to tight
Constant throbbing
That can't be relieved

Ringing doorbells
"Trick or treat"
Is repeated in your head
All night long
Pumpkins lighting up the night
Kids paralyzed with sugar rushes
Innocent fun

Maybe i'm just meant to be
This way
Meant to go to all lengths
To destroy my beloved soul

Thoughts i never dreamed of thinking
Beliefs i never dreamed of believing
Myself i never dreamed of destructing
What happened?
My mind has disappeared into ashes
My body will soon too wither away
In a pile of ash