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Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Ana that's her name
She's my friend
She's everywhere
Inside my head
Telling me to do things
When will me and Ana
Breakup?
I used to like her
Now i hate her
Scared of her
And i can't make her
Go away
Please help me
Please make Ana go away
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Lost little girl afraid of food
Lost little girl afraid of everything
Lost little girl afraid of herself
Afraid of getting
Beyond repair
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
People, people everywhere
People, people's opinions everywhere
People, people go away
Go away, go away
I'm way better off alone anyway
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Bones like in a cemetery
Among the living dead
Only now the bones
Are walking
And functioning
A human skeleton
Or as some say
A walking skeleton
The ghost is anorexia
She has taken over me
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
I'm starving
So very hungry
"You can't eat" says Ana
Me- "oh yeah i forgot"
Ana- "you can eat but when i say you can!"
Me-"okay"
Wallowing in hunger
Scared that if i disobey
Ana
I will get punished
The punishment
Is gaining weight
"Can't gain weight" i say
"Good girl" says Ana
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Broken mirror on the wall
Tell me what is real
And what is not
Pick up the pieces of glass
On the floor
And fix
My distorted image
Or can you even
Pick up the pieces of glass
Broken mirror?
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Parents can be my strength
And my weakness
They try to understand
My needs and wants
It's hard to explain
My inner demons
They never understand
They try and try
And i know their love is there
They are weak in their understanding
Though they try so hard
To grasp my pain
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