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Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
All i want
Is to be happy and free
From the thing that is destroying me
I don't mean to hurt anyone
Believe me this isn't what i expected either
The voice is just too strong
To let me go
I'm sorry
I wish i could
Help myself
But right now i'm not me
I'm being controlled by an evil soul
Please save me
Before it's too late
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Doors open
At all times
Picture frames
No glass
Hospital bed
Emotions shattered
Like glass
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
You don't understand
How much i want
To live a normal life
Instead of calories and numbers
It's happy dreams
Where happiness consumes me
As i lay there
With my hipbones
Covered with skin
Like a normal human
I don't want to be a shell
I want to live like a normal teenager
Where food is a blessing
Not a sin
Something that i am not
Mortified to admit
I want to live a normal life
You don't undersetand
How much i've dreamed
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Doctor after doctor says
"How are you feeling?'
Watch schizophrenics go to the quiet room
Where they don't hear the voices
I shouldn't be here
I'm not that crazy
You try not to say out loud
Then again your mind
Becomes rational
For just a split second
And my mind goes
"You need to be here"
When you realize
You cut your emotions skin deep
Purge up all my sanity
And starve away all the names
I suddenly realize
That i belong here
In a mental ward
ED is silent he re
I like this place
He has no control over me
Here
Skin and bones
Hunger is a lovely feeling
Messed up i know
This is what i crave
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
I didn't mean for this to happen
I hope you know
I didn't mean to hurt anyone
Lost in my own mind
All i want
Is for people to understand
For my mind to stop spinning
With destructive thoughts
Day in and day out
I love you both
I hope you know
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Staring
At the skinny legs
Wishing i had those
Gorgeous legs
That everyone is jealous
My legs are covered
In fat and cellulite
I just want to be pretty
Is that too much to ask?
Too see what everyone else
Sees in me
Murphy Lynne Sep 2014
Little girl in the corner
Silence surrounds me
People fill the room
Still feels more lonely than ever
It's interesting
When you can feel so alone
In a room filled of people
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