I pity the masses
I pity the unfortunate
But I count my blessing.
Forgive me my love for I have been ungrateful.
I miss the now memories,  
I miss the old goodnight kisses
The long conversations
The looking into the future we wanted together.
Forgive me my love for I have been ungrateful
I forget to enjoy the blessing of getting a chance to love you
A chance not many are so lucky too.
My love it has been a blessing to have called you mine
Even if it was for a little to short while.
I pity all those who will never know the blessing of getting a chance to love you.
But then again a blessing wouldn't be a blessing if everyone was blessed with it.

Years ago
When life still held on to what now is memories
I remember I saw you -
Saw you in my dreams.
Oh young fool why
Why did you fall for her from then.
Young fool why did you love a dream that was meant to ****.
Young fool why did you dream.
Oh young fool.
But to you
To you my beautiful I confess,
Not a day since I lost you
Have I not thought about you
And
Its kind of beautiful
Its kind of thoughtful
Its kind of sorrowful
Its a kind of fools
A young fools naive nature
Oh my beautiful I love you
I've loved you from the day a young fool dreamed a dream into reality

I love you with what can only be described as passion.
Passion even
Shakespeare himself dreamed of
Passion even
Leonardo himself lacked
Passion that the climbers of mount everest only taste.
My passion for you is my love for you.
Oh my beautiful what a passion I hold for you .
Even Satan himself lacks such a passion.
A passion so great
So powerful
Not even a broken soul can break
My passion for you is so immense intense inevitable
That all the colloquial
That all the alliteration
All of figures of speach
All the languages
Cannot begin to put it into words for you to understand . To comprehend . To ascend . To commend. How much it all means.
I know these are only words but look beyond the smoke and see whats on the other side of this hold.
Look and see how much passion I hold.

They told me ,
"She'll come as quickly as she'll leave",
They told me ,
"You'll love her more then the sun loves the dawn"
They told me
"She'll be your light like the moon is to the night"
They told me
"She'll break your soul more then your heart"
They told me
"She'll love you for as long as she's there but when she leaves so will her love."
I curse the day I saw our future more then I curse the way I miss you.
I lack nothing in my empty life.
God has blessed me with so much so true.
But
He has taken away my one and only and that is why I miss you.
I beg of you
I plead yet again to you
Please
Please
Love me again.
Let the clairvoyant mistress who foresaw my doom be a fraud and come again to hold me before the cold takes hold of me.

Like a  seed I lived off the rays of the sun.
I grew with soil , water and warmth.
Then you came in
You took over , you pulled me from the shackles of my roots and took me into your life.
You showed me what freedom is.
You became my sun day and night
Held me warm.
Your love was my nutrition
Your affection was my soil
You grew me into a beautiful rose.
My petals red and luminous.
My stem green and radiant
No thorns or broken petals.
Your love grew me
You loved me.
But
Like the seasons my sun disappeared and winters cold came.
You left me in a glass
And
Lost was I.
Many days I laid watching
Petal
After
Petal
Fall off me.
My red petals became a grey wrinkled leaf and now all that holds me is winters breeze.
I wait for summer
I wait for my sun
I wait for you to come back so that I may grow again
Or forever shall I remain
A broken old shriveled frame.

I never wanted a movie scene
Or song lyrical
Love.
I never wanted you to be
My damsel in distress.
I never wanted you to be perfect.
All I ever wanted was for you to be mine
Errors and defects.
I never wanted to get hurt
I never wanted you to get hurt.
But
You can call me yours if you say im with you.
You can fix whats broken all you need to do is say I love you.
You can call me yours if you just come right back too.
I never wanted to see us end and when we did I fell apart
When we did I lost half a heart.
You can call me yours if you just hold on.
Hold on to what we once owned.
You can call me yours if you just ...
Just say I love you.

Maybe there was an us to fight for
But all I know is that-
You gave up the battle before the war.
So now live the life you saw without me
And pray
Its better then the life you saw with me.
Cause now as I move on you'll realise what's truly gone and that's when you'll truly be torn.
but
thank you cause as they say
your darkest hour will come before your dawn.