Tears dripping across my cheeks
When I recall that way I felt
Knowing you wanted her all along
The kindness
Sweet words
Smiles
All misinterpreted
Silly, naïve me
Heartbroken, lamenting
No one to relate to
For others are lucky
Some in life don't get the romance
The hugs, soft touches, warm kisses
Sweet words, love letters
All they get
All I get
Is pain
Embarrassment
The crushing blow of rejection
Never did I know a pain more persistent
Tears continue to fall
Soon they'll stop
But that pain will return soon again

Not a day goes by
Where I don't dream about your eyes
That way you look at me
That sends my head spinning
You flash a smile, bite your lip
Little do you know that my heart beats on
Rapidly, pounding
Your voice contains a certain
Effortless sensuality
Sends me on a whirlwind
In the evening, when I lay to dream
My visions are of you
In all your splendor
A shame though
That they're simply dreams

I pray for you
She doesn't tear your heart to pieces
Tarnish your idea of a true love
You see the pleasant, blinded, close minded
Not seeing the reality, sad, unreturned
Unrequited
Not an option
Fighting till wits end
Waiting for an answer
Yay or nay
I pray she doesn't torment you
Keep you waiting when you deserve
A love that's pure and sweet
A sort of innocence
Understanding
I pray that soon you find her
And she's the answer to your love not found
Find that love
But for now
It's in the angel with gilded wings
Unaware of her powerful trance
Like a siren, you're drawn to her
Days go by, your heart grows weak
Her eyes dazzling
Perfection embodied
Euphoric , sweet nothing seem to pour heavily
From your heart that's been touched
How fondly, how highly this beauty seems
If only she knew what she's done to you
Maybe that angel would descend from her pedestal
Give you the wisdom, the truth you need
Guidance, some guidance
The angel in assumed perfection
Has not one admirer
Tis the hardship for her, unbeknownst to you
I pray that you find your own beauty
The one that understands your heart
One who listens to you
Speaks tenderly
Cares for your gentle heart
And kisses as if from heaven herself

Simply a victim
Of Cupids cruel bow
Touched by sweet emotion
Driven by a lustful desire
Your heart has been captured
By a force unseen
Your mind wanders to her, and that face you adore
The smile you revel in
Those moments you shared
Are unforgettable
This is pure emotion
Vulnerable, fragile
When it hit, you took note
Driving you slowly into
A pleasurable turmoil
Your eyes go soft at the thought of her
Mind wanders at the sight of her
Never felt another thing quite like this
When it hits for the first time
You pray it's the last time
Often heart wrenching pain
In other instances
Pure bliss
Watching this transformation
Once a boy
Now a boy deep into something he can't control
Doesn't want this to stop
Not sure how it started
The wicked sting of cupids bow
Forgotten by the sweet nectar of a newly found love
Profound
Robust
Prime
Bliss

Oh this ache
Constant aching
My mind craves your intellectual stimulation
The words your lips form
That make my sweet soul churn
This hope that
In a day
A month
A year
Your heart will turn a new leaf, turn to me
If only dreams were real, sometimes
We'd be together
I bet you've never thought of us
Hands touching
Lips touching
Minds and hearts connecting
Feel the best of my heart when you're near
And you'll know the extent of this silly prayer
For a love unrequited is a sad one at that
Sitting, waiting for a change of heart
That won't likely come, but I want to believe in

Intrigue
Mystery
You've peaked my interest, unexpectedly
Not so sure
But I find your allure
Charming in the least
Maybe I'll decide to know you
Maybe I'll ask you the time
But for the moment, you'll maintain that desire
And with that, I'm perfectly fine

Never have I experienced quite a whirlwind of emotion
I hardly dreamed meeting one like you
It happened unexpectedly
My heart grew fond, rapidly
That momen when you just feel it
Is it love?
Is it lust?
What it is, I care not
The joy, and mirth,
As if you descended from the Kingdom,
By the aid of Angels on gilded wings
I'll never find one whose eyes turn my soul to mush
Eyes that have seen what I haven't
Lips so itching to be kissed,caressed
A mind so malleable, ever growing
Full of ideas I could hardly comprehend
This first instance, completely unexpected that I'd feel this strong
I developed a passion, this deep passion
To know you and your name and your mind
'twas my choice to let you know the words from my heart
I hope you look back, understand that
This was the first time I'd ever felt such
Strong, euphoric, emotions
Sweet affection
First love