someone once told me,
you look like you're torn at the seams
& all your bones are crushed.


*(mer)

get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head. get out of my head.


*(mer)

i miss you
i miss you
but i'll never
tell you that.


*(mer)

day 2:
i fell



day 7:
you did not pick me up



day 24:
you fell for someone else



day 46:
i am still where you left me


(mer)

white seams on pale skin:
a reminder that at one time
i wished to be no longer.

i still wish
but i've
grown to
weak to
hold the
blade.




*(mer)

i fell in love with you
your sins
your smile
your scent
your words
your body

i fell in love with everything about you
the thought
the presence
everything

i was in love with you,
but you did not feel the same.
now i'm left with wasted love.




*(mer)

these are just wounds
that came from the inside.
because the demons are
trying to escape,
but they are my friends
& i don't want to be alone.
not again.



*(mer)