until I see you again
I'll never speak of you
hoping that I forget
every thing about you

things are gonna change
because I always want you
within arms reach
but you're never here

kept me awake all night
hoping that you'd be mine
giving it all away
anything to make you stay

let me forget you
turn around and walk away
because I can't bare the pain
until I see you again

you've given up
can't take the fight
it's real it *****
haven't gone to bed yet

goodbye for now
i hope i see you again
I listen to your song
you sang them for me

just another drone
make it disappear
will I ever belong

my imagination is there
please don't forget me
give me something here
justify my heavy fear

buried deep within
never forgiven
time ticks closer
my minds still clear

you were never there

Believe me when I tell you
Living with the regret is worse
Even when you dream of me
Your past will become the rest

If you think you’re over it
If you want to move on
If you can’t see through it all

Believe me when I tell you
Getting over me will be hard
Even when you think of me
You might be alarmed

If you think you’re teaching me
If you watch the way I lean
If you can’t see through me

Believe me when I tell you
This will be the worst day you’ve had
Because I can’t imagine loving you again
I guess you’ve been mislead.

it's my first time
alone with you
I can't imagine
what we could do
just being next to you
takes me there

why are you
so far away
come that close
if you want to know
make it happen
with me at last

something tells me
you're holding back
can barely stand
get off the track
take your shoes off
never look back

it's time you won
the time for fun
this heavy rock
stone weight inside
will never last
this thing we have
so step aside
because you're mine

can you see me
in the dark
can you feel
the look on my face

close your eyes
wait and see
is this real life?
or just a dream

you are the rock
you are a lake
there's nothing more
that you can take

we're here together
maybe feeling better
my heart is getting heavier
waves getting bigger

whistle along to this tune
it's time you got on
this train with me
you must first breathe

sleeping and dreaming
falling and feeling
then I picked
myself up again

it always hurts me
being with you
lever learning
never changing
falling and feeling
over and over agian

why can’t I walk away from you
I always turn around
only to face defeat again
draining my empty heart one more time

the emptiness has become my everything
looking in the mirror
only shows the reflection
of someone

Hit me like a raging storm
gravity pulls me
right back down to the earth
everywhere I look around

hit me with all of the force
with your heart of bricks
continuing to pile on high
and bury me deep within

justify yourself
if it makes you feel better
nevermind how bad it hurts
baby you've got to understand

hit me with your inner pain
time to make it rain
I'm hear to hold you tight
to help you make it right

give me all of your love
I want to give you hope
be your lungs when you can't breathe
you'll never be the same

I could drink you in all night
you jump start my heart
quench my thirst tonight
shower me with all your light
loving you's the best part

I could breathe you in all day
your smell is candy to my soul
your sugar makes me fly away
sweet like candy I won't sway
highest that I might unfold

I could look into those eyes of gold
your rings that look upon my face
I see the truth like it's foretold
gaze into my heart you stole
look at how you fill my space

I can’t explain why
sometimes i cry
i can't explain why
they bring me relief
and sooth all loose ends

because i need to
sometimes i just want to
to cleanse my everything
and make things right again

i cry because i love
because i can feel
everything that's real

Thoughtful and mindful
Creative and imaginative
You’re everything I could ever want
Tempting and waiting
Watching and creating
You’re everything I could ever dream
Having and holding
Wrapping and folding
Have we met?
You and me
Wouldn’t you be
Something more to me
Open your eyes
And then you’ll see
I have something to say
I’m walking further away
Every single day
You’re everything to me
That’s why I’m here
Waiting for you

I could love you
more than you've ever known
forgive me
if I sound so bold

I could hurt you
like the thorn from the rose
forgive me
so I've been told

there's only one direction
and I'll be the guide
keep leaving distractions
and I'll leave your side

for all time

Spoken words
Like moonlight
Your voice
I like
Soft touch
In winter
Your hands
I like
That stare
Is a sunrise
Your eyes
I like
Loves me
So clearly
Your heart
Is mine

I'm hear to tell you
something about your ear
it's a metaphor
maybe try to disappear
it's not about the score

I'm hear to see you
spread your wings and fly
this roller coaster life
maybe try to be yourself
you'll learn from all the strife

I'm here to love you
open up your heart to me
I'll give you everything I have
maybe you just wait and see
it's everything it's meant to be

I'm here to evolve with you
feel the way I want you here
the bond is pretty tight
you're groovy and I might
get down with you tonight

You're here to feel alive
coasting along this twilight
watching the wind breathe slow
patterns in the stars will tell
stories of your future bright
If you'll stay with me tonight

Turned around the corner
Sneak up behind me
Pushed further backwards
Trying to loose you

Can’t reach the bottom
The empty barrel inside me
Swim with my eyes closed
Have you forgotten me

The enemy is within
Don’t confuse me with him
And so I walked from
Door to door
Another drunk and lifeless chore
Within me sets the score

you're always here
inside my head
sometimes I feel
it's always been

you're always near
inside the fear
sometimes I feel
there's nothing there

remember
every time
discover
all that I am

just you and I
no reason why
it seems as though
I can't deny

well furthermore
just can't you see
I wonder why
we'll never be

Here I am
A new person again
I almost don’t recognize myself yet
But I’m getting there

Here I am
Lucky to have what I do
I almost don’t recognize who I was
But I’m getting there

Well
Awake, always learning
As we walk together on our paths
Every step one foot forward
Or backwards if we chose
And standing still will connect us all

Here I am
A person just like you
Feeling lost and somehow found
But the future can be bright

Here I am
Messed up over a break up
Finding myself and feeling more alive
Because that’s just what you do

tilt your ear
can you hear
snow crunching
teeth chattering

open your eyes
can you see
snowflakes falling
winds blowing

hold out your hand
try to understand
the beauty all around
as it falls to your feet

I believe in good
People can love each other
Being vulnerable might feel like a risk
Promise, it won’t all be bad

If kindness felt likes ****
I would maybe understand
Open the doors, invite me in
Because love is worth it

Give this world a chance
Experience with open arms
Even when everything’s a zoo
I just hope all this is true

does the time get slow
give you time to feel
are you as guilty
as I am

does the sky just open up
your eyes are everything
so you can see
me as I am

does your heart still beat
or skip and retreat
so why can't you love me?
i's all I can be

the trees breathe
my knees gave
it's everything
inside of me

the sky is blue
this must be true
it's everything
inside of me

the earth moves
as it becomes new
it's everything
in every being

just you and me
and so it seems
the only way
it'll ever be

there's a little extra kick in my step
all full of butterflies
living life from the inside
giving more and feeling right

going somewhere extra bright
finally time to see the lights
reaching deep within my soul
believing in the higher role

i can feel it starting in my heart
this time ready for it to start
letting go of all the past
only way to make this last

something in the air tonight
it’s giving me the chills
walking in the soft breeze
born into something else

with my ear buds in
I can only hear this
but I know what’s real
if I only knew how to feel

please
let me go
let me dream
all the things
inside of me

pacing while dreaming
creating something free
only having what I can accept
often reaching out to myself

facing the heavy wind
looking at something empty
wondering what to fill it with
willing to give it a chance

i cant escape
this silly idea
my only hope
it's not real

there's passion
and those eyes
there's kindness
i realize.

there's something here
i know you feel it
no need to stare
i know you see it

i want more
and then to be
more than just
some casual fling

somebody once told me
have you ever felt free?
the sun is shining
birds singing just for you
everyone's dreaming
laying next to you

somebody once told me
do you ever stop the beat?
the records playing
everyone's singing
dancing next to you

somebody once held me
every time unfolding freely
never felt begrudgingly
giving me all the things
back to the beginning

everyone's dreaming
hopelessly scheming
never not believing
always sky reaching
back to the beginning

remember me?
this ones for free
we met with coffee
the rest is history

you turned me around
it's all upside down
i can't feel the ground
i'll never feel a frown

this heart is here for you
you never have to choose
give reason to refuse
no brainer is this truth

have something to live for
someone to forever adore
i want to give you more
this heart is what's instore

it's been a while
a couple years at least
since me and you
were anything

what am i supposed to do
if i can't have you
what else can i  say
i'm burning away

you're my fire
my everything
under my skin
where do i begin
start over again

hold on tight
with all your might
every night
i lose my sight

every day
nothing to say
I'm burning away

jokes on me
you'll never see
alone or not
you'll never be with me

I want you
to love me
the way that
he loves me

I want you
to kiss me
the way that
he did every night

I want you
to make love to me
the way that
he made love to me

I want you
to give me
what he gave
every second he had

you will never
be what he was
you will never
love me as much

breathe
the sweet air
it's fresh
it's free

see
the green turn red
it's leaves
have left

touch
this grain of sand
it's rock
swims away

hear
my voice
it's sound
screams the truth

when you long
for something more
when you dream
for something else
make it with me
keep it classy
i'll wipe away
the drifting sea

when you can't
open up your eyes
when you wish
you had nothing
more to despise
open all the doors
break them down
all the walls

when you decide
you just can't give up
love some more
have all the respect
give me hope
free from the hell
inside your shell

make life matter
give it all a chance
looking to tomorrow
just another day
have a little faith
if it'll make you stay
come here I want to talk to you
I'll look the other way
you I'd never betray
You've opened up your eyes
begun to see the light
Try as I might
I'd love to join you
further into the lake
is it a mistake?

maybe you should
give me your hand
i'll help you understand
just ******* take a stand

maybe I could
walk the other way
I don't want to stay
just let me ******* leave

maybe it's time
you couldn't stand the pain
no ones here to blame
just help me make it right

if I disappear
would you wonder where?
could you just believe?
there's nothing here but me

the edge of it all
feel the way I fall
driven away from this place
left without a trace

I'm nobody's
stupid girl

I hope I bring you genuine joy
Sweep you off the the next galaxy
Inspire maybe romantic dreams
Something that makes you feel good at least
Something real
That makes you feel free
From the torment of this world

I hope I bring you genuine smiles
Sweep you off to another plane
Inspire maybe great things
Something that makes you feel good at least
Something real
That makes you feel from deep inside
From the darkest truth comes a peaceful light