hello universe
have you forgotten me
all the stars
seem to disappear

hello blue skies
live inside me
justify yourself
melt all over me

dearest everyone
can you forgive me
I've lost myself
inside the loneliness

hello universe
try to remember
under the stars
in blades of grass
I am here

remember me?
this ones for free
we met with coffee
the rest is history

you turned me around
it's all upside down
i can't feel the ground
i'll never feel a frown

this heart is here for you
you never have to choose
give reason to refuse
no brainer is this truth

have something to live for
someone to forever adore
i want to give you more
this heart is what's instore

it's my first time
alone with you
I can't imagine
what we could do
just being next to you
takes me there

why are you
so far away
come that close
if you want to know
make it happen
with me at last

something tells me
you're holding back
can barely stand
get off the track
take your shoes off
never look back

it's time you won
the time for fun
this heavy rock
stone weight inside
will never last
this thing we have
so step aside
because you're mine

when you long
for something more
when you dream
for something else
make it with me
keep it classy
i'll wipe away
the drifting sea

when you can't
open up your eyes
when you wish
you had nothing
more to despise
open all the doors
break them down
all the walls

when you decide
you just can't give up
love some more
have all the respect
give me hope
free from the hell
inside your shell

somebody once told me
have you ever felt free?
the sun is shining
birds singing just for you
everyone's dreaming
laying next to you

somebody once told me
do you ever stop the beat?
the records playing
everyone's singing
dancing next to you

somebody once held me
every time unfolding freely
never felt begrudgingly
giving me all the things
back to the beginning

everyone's dreaming
hopelessly scheming
never not believing
always sky reaching
back to the beginning

seen together
walk with me
make me better
just believe

jump for me
under my skin
keep it forever
just try to see

here I am
this is me
lost together
lost at sea.

swinging from the tree
look at me over here
smells divine the air
at least here I feel free

running down the street
skip a block or two
it seems it's been a few
at least I feel the beat

holding hands all night
fingers entwined
helps me unwind
I guess it feels alright

If you give me space
I can finish the race
do it all at my pace
I just want a taste

If you walk away now
I can disappear
never facing the fear
don't think I'm not aware

reveal yourself to me
I think I can set you free
why don't you know
who you want to be

until I see you again
I'll never speak of you
hoping that I forget
every thing about you

things are gonna change
because I always want you
within arms reach
but you're never here

kept me awake all night
hoping that you'd be mine
giving it all away
anything to make you stay

let me forget you
turn around and walk away
because I can't bare the pain
until I see you again

tilt your ear
can you hear
snow crunching
teeth chattering

open your eyes
can you see
snowflakes falling
winds blowing

hold out your hand
try to understand
the beauty all around
as it falls to your feet

Cold winter
wind blows
upon my cheek
shivering toes
ice blisters
frost nibbles
every inch of me

Hot blood
Every splinter
cuts deep
into my heart
razor sharp
bleeding art
end to the start

Mild manners
keep your hands off
unzip your dress
my success
is the compass
giving you it all
take my best
and then all the rest

wake up
discover who you are
break up
forever it's unfair
turn up
the music in the air

if you wanna give up
you decided to jump
get your *** over here
if you want me to be there

give in
if you wanted to win
pretend
knowing how to begin
hey you
am I under your skin?

someone found the future
in your tear drops
in the morning

looking at the paper
what's my fortune
just more bad news

giving myself the easy
lazy way out
giving myself reason
not to grow up

last night
i was about to
throw it
all away
just for you

you've given up
can't take the fight
it's real it *****
haven't gone to bed yet

goodbye for now
i hope i see you again
I listen to your song
you sang them for me

just another drone
make it disappear
will I ever belong

my imagination is there
please don't forget me
give me something here
justify my heavy fear

buried deep within
never forgiven
time ticks closer
my minds still clear

you were never there

running fast
fists in the air
raindrops blast
every fiber coats
every inch of me
i can't bare

growing past
the world it seems
learning nothing
every second moves
every whisper speaks
i can't bare

calmer seas
nicer breeze
mindless drones
wash upon sands
giving hope

brazen knees
climbing trees
haven't you seen
where do i begin?

Hit me like a raging storm
gravity pulls me
right back down to the earth
everywhere I look around

hit me with all of the force
with your heart of bricks
continuing to pile on high
and bury me deep within

justify yourself
if it makes you feel better
nevermind how bad it hurts
baby you've got to understand

hit me with your inner pain
time to make it rain
I'm hear to hold you tight
to help you make it right

give me all of your love
I want to give you hope
be your lungs when you can't breathe
you'll never be the same

he tries he tries
he works all the time
never skips a beat
making life happen

he plays he sings
his voice screams
he never skips a beat
living with all the love

i can see it in his eyes
the pain he keeps at bay
i can hear it in his songs
he screams the pain away

striving for it all
never giving up
gripping at the past
dance it all away

he wants it so bad
and it's his to have
he deserves it all
guess what
the cats out of the bag

make life matter
give it all a chance
looking to tomorrow
just another day
have a little faith
if it'll make you stay
come here I want to talk to you
I'll look the other way
you I'd never betray
You've opened up your eyes
begun to see the light
Try as I might
I'd love to join you
further into the lake
is it a mistake?

breathe
the sweet air
it's fresh
it's free

see
the green turn red
it's leaves
have left

touch
this grain of sand
it's rock
swims away

hear
my voice
it's sound
screams the truth

maybe you should
give me your hand
i'll help you understand
just ******* take a stand

maybe I could
walk the other way
I don't want to stay
just let me ******* leave

maybe it's time
you couldn't stand the pain
no ones here to blame
just help me make it right

if I disappear
would you wonder where?
could you just believe?
there's nothing here but me

the edge of it all
feel the way I fall
driven away from this place
left without a trace

I'm nobody's
stupid girl

jesus, ****.
can i get a hit?
spin that record
respect the words
have you seen me?

****, man.
I'm feeling sorry
for you forever
give me a second

nope, wait.
give me something
tight fit
drag me out of here

look at me
living here
like an alien
in your world

everything is backwards
figuring out forwards
giving it time
finally mine
if you think I'm lost
you're probably right
so I'm getting sauced
until I see the light

everything is backwards
nothing is right
but I think I might be
finally seeing the light
head is pounding
problems are mounting
somebody save me
help me with this fight

moving forwards
heaving fog is blinding
unclear the road ahead
maybe I'll just go to bed
dreaming the future
still feeling unsure
accepting this fate
makes me feel pretty great
considering this day
maybe I'll stay

Thoughtful and mindful
Creative and imaginative
You’re everything I could ever want
Tempting and waiting
Watching and creating
You’re everything I could ever dream
Having and holding
Wrapping and folding
Have we met?
You and me
Wouldn’t you be
Something more to me
Open your eyes
And then you’ll see
I have something to say
I’m walking further away
Every single day
You’re everything to me
That’s why I’m here
Waiting for you

I want you
to love me
the way that
he loves me

I want you
to kiss me
the way that
he did every night

I want you
to make love to me
the way that
he made love to me

I want you
to give me
what he gave
every second he had

you will never
be what he was
you will never
love me as much

it's been a while
a couple years at least
since me and you
were anything

what am i supposed to do
if i can't have you
what else can i  say
i'm burning away

you're my fire
my everything
under my skin
where do i begin
start over again

hold on tight
with all your might
every night
i lose my sight

every day
nothing to say
I'm burning away

jokes on me
you'll never see
alone or not
you'll never be with me

sleeping while dreaming
running from everything
chasing all of nothing
getting rid of you

wandering through empty space
catching everything in sight
trying not to think
running away from you

fumbling just one more time
going towards anything else
drowning every step forward
reaching out for you

holding on to something
believing it means nothing
waiting for something clear
dreaming it will be you

something in the air tonight
it’s giving me the chills
walking in the soft breeze
born into something else

with my ear buds in
I can only hear this
but I know what’s real
if I only knew how to feel

please
let me go
let me dream
all the things
inside of me

pacing while dreaming
creating something free
only having what I can accept
often reaching out to myself

facing the heavy wind
looking at something empty
wondering what to fill it with
willing to give it a chance

Spoken words
Like moonlight
Your voice
I like
Soft touch
In winter
Your hands
I like
That stare
Is a sunrise
Your eyes
I like
Loves me
So clearly
Your heart
Is mine

I can’t explain why
sometimes i cry
i can't explain why
they bring me relief
and sooth all loose ends

because i need to
sometimes i just want to
to cleanse my everything
and make things right again

i cry because i love
because i can feel
everything that's real

sleeping and dreaming
falling and feeling
then I picked
myself up again

it always hurts me
being with you
lever learning
never changing
falling and feeling
over and over agian

why can’t I walk away from you
I always turn around
only to face defeat again
draining my empty heart one more time

the emptiness has become my everything
looking in the mirror
only shows the reflection
of someone

Believe me when I tell you
Living with the regret is worse
Even when you dream of me
Your past will become the rest

If you think you’re over it
If you want to move on
If you can’t see through it all

Believe me when I tell you
Getting over me will be hard
Even when you think of me
You might be alarmed

If you think you’re teaching me
If you watch the way I lean
If you can’t see through me

Believe me when I tell you
This will be the worst day you’ve had
Because I can’t imagine loving you again
I guess you’ve been mislead.

knocking at your door
but your never there
tripping over it again
running from the fear
yearning for that lust
something that I trust
can’t you see me there
looking through the glass
can’t you feel me there
wanting you at last

Turned around the corner
Sneak up behind me
Pushed further backwards
Trying to loose you

Can’t reach the bottom
The empty barrel inside me
Swim with my eyes closed
Have you forgotten me

The enemy is within
Don’t confuse me with him
And so I walked from
Door to door
Another drunk and lifeless chore
Within me sets the score