inside I am waiting
it's all aggravating
all the pain forsaking
no more belly aching
this time saturating
the power mine for taking
it's really quite groundbreaking
the inner workings greatly
just hold yourself impatiently
while the world keeps changing
driven mad screams angrily
sitting here relating
it has to come so hastily
remember we can live freely
starting with our inner being

i want your garden
sprout from the earth
breathe you in
consume all of you

i want to feel
green in my feet
in between my toes
it can't be beat

the sweetest smell
it's like the fuel
i know it all
a little too well

the warm embrace
what is this place?
it seems you've left
without a trace

who are you now
you've left me again
i feel the fear inside
purer than the water
that brought us here
it's beginning to get to me

the trees breathe
my knees gave
it's everything
inside of me

the sky is blue
this must be true
it's everything
inside of me

the earth moves
as it becomes new
it's everything
in every being

just you and me
and so it seems
the only way
it'll ever be

i'll always wish it's you
you must have had a clue
this isn't some ******* zoo
this isn't something new

it's impossible to resist
remember last time we kissed?
it's what i've always missed
is it really worth the risk?

until we meet again
i won't know where to begin
it's like i'm living in sin
i'll keep it all within

happy hearts are ahead
the future is bright instead
i'm left hanging by a thread
inside filled with dread

this feeling here
I can't deny
it's coming near
to say goodbye

just walk away
is what I'll say
look deep inside
you cannot stay

my heart is yours
is this called fate?
tongue tied inside
I can relate

I can't be with you
this much I know
I'm feeling blue
I cannot show

escape is real
your hiding here
inside this deal
your showing fear

this means the end
is on it's way
I cannot bend
I cannot sway
I feel I must
just walk away

who am I when I'm with you?
forgetting everything right
for a few good nights

who am I when I'm with you
giving up what I believe
for that greedy primal need

who am I when I'm with you
I don't even have a clue
tomorrow shows no truth

never mind the way you feel
or how perfect this deal
this cannot become real
I still need time to heal.

you're always here
inside my head
sometimes I feel
it's always been

you're always near
inside the fear
sometimes I feel
there's nothing there

remember
every time
discover
all that I am

just you and I
no reason why
it seems as though
I can't deny

well furthermore
just can't you see
I wonder why
we'll never be