..when there is too much..
    ..alone..
      
               ..you can't go back..

         ..there's still long way to go..

..bow when there's a change to be a man to this honorary..
..of course..
..you don't do it lightly..without any living experience that
can stand by your side like a 'blood brother'..brother in arms..but to take a bow you have to have mind blowing adventure..concrete..a tale that will be told generations to generations..mouth to mouth..and it's all ways
as breath taking like then when you had to go through to it all..tale brings tear's to those ears that hear and live it all most the same way..there will be gasp's with eyes like full moon's relatively hidden  secrets at the chaos..at the blindness for seeing any of the GOD's..the pride oneself on or upon something that i would count equal to the speciality of the universal adventitious secret of the power's within the bow..and the humility of it's infinite magic..& we know deep within...that when's the time to bow..it's kind of like a source code in our backbone..there's millions of spells to take a bow..you have to be absolutely 110% to make this mode of will and power..'cause after you can't get rid of the kiss of GOD's..so bow only when something/somebody deserve's it..the life ain't gonna be boring after the first time..with right zoom trough of it all..no coming back..your our no JACK..

..me..me..
                   ..me
                             ..me..
             me..
                                                               me..

                                        ..ME, MYSELF & I..
        
              ..all ways first/last..
            even do
              you've done
                  something
     super
     heroic
     shearing..

            ..& you still gonna feel
                                   ******* amazing
                                   after
                          the Marvel's
                                      every
                                  masterpiece..

           ..it ain't conscious..
                   ..you just really
             don't even
                                               know
                 what you are & '
                        that you are
               have done something
                           magnificent..magical..
                                          ­ ..water to wine..

                   ..but there's still
                        the reason
                    for all this for sure..
                                     ..is that if you wanna
                             look awesome for who ever..self..
                                           ..ME..
                    
                                     ..the beautiful/psychotic
                              our wall's of
                      our unstoppable genius
                                        psychosomatic..
        ­             ..filosophy..
              ..psychology..
              biology.­.chemistry.
                          .math..metaphysics..etc
   ­                                                ..etc..  & etc..

                          SO...?    HMM..?

                            it
                               is
                     all ways me..******* ME..!
                                                       

       ­                                              me..
              ­                          me..all ways me..

                                      the first  
                                          and last..

                ..maybe our
                     narcissist  
               little steps
           that
                   we take
( without a thought.. )
                             even when we're blind  
                                                         ­   as a bat's ..

I AM THE FIRST

AND THE LAST

                   ..how can i
                      think this everyday

                                                  ­        (******* day)

         ..superior self..evolution..

                       DARWINISM...??

                 ..AND where's GOD..
                                        
                               HAH..
                               ..YEAH..
                                 ..WHERE..
    
                ..it/at
                  ain't dead..
                       when
             M.R. Nietzsche
           promulgate that it's dead..left humanity
                                  to it's on beatitude..mercy..

              misunderstud at our cursed
                humanity..our stupidity..pessimistic reality
                                        of us ..**** Sapiens..**** Idiotical..
                         for real.. and truly true
                                             to end of the horizon..
                                                  ****** up in
                         our
                                      incapability..
        ­                     ..to never love the
                                 mirrors again..

                    ..Narkissoss..
                     ­     flower narcissus..blessed tale..fact..

                                                 ..AMEN..

                               ..me..me.me..
          ­                           there's no other..

                       ..like me..

                                        ..so we have lost..'
                                 so many steps..
                                                 ..gone all ready..
                                 ..GONE AND DEAD..
                    ..but..but..
                         ­        ME..myself and I..
                            ..wound forgive..forget..
                                              w­ould
'                                                        LOSE with out
                        
                                           the infernal noise and war..

                             ..of us..individuals..
                                               ­              ..US..
                                         ..ME & YOU..

                    ..THE FUTURE..

                    ..just loose that      
                                   " me"
                              to the tomorrow's                            
                          ­     infernal affairs..

                                       ..there's all ways more & more stairs..

                  ..and that's HEAVEN..for me...!!!!!!

..i got scars to fill this whole **** world..
       ..and i don't care about it..about what you or you might say..

..it's all ways the same..caring doesn't count..4 no one..

                       ..casting the shadows to the past..i
              see dim traces of creation..mine and your's..
                         ..casting comes alchemy..in it's foot steps..

           ..and the result might be what ever you want it to be..

                                     ..it's all ways up to you..
             ..it's just stupid to stare and claim..
                                    ..that it's somebody's else false..

                 ..you are you life and death..

..you know you 'gonna go away..somewhere..

                    ..do you believe it..that somewhere..

..or do you hang to yourself..
                    ..not to give up..say *******..to to the broken..
                            ..heart and soul..

              ..and still you know that you 'gonna go away..

                                           ..somewhere our nothing..

              ..go trough to you..
                                 ..to somewhere..
                        
                      ..or else..

..go strange..****..
      ..no *******..

          ..maybe a little..but not too
      much to go board..
                       ..be still..& ****..

                   ..the one you are..

..it's never too crowd to be near yourself..

                       ..it's nearly impossible to feel and see..

..your the eyewitness of yourself..
                 ..the **** and the jello..

                              ..so why don't you..
               ..move..

                             ..move your *** up..

..blue green chills..
..sleep in the the deep water..

           ..wake up..wake up..
                 ..it's not a dream

cold..cold front..freezing death coming upon you..
true..true..so blue it's the horizon of youth..

                    it's everywhere..
   ..there
                & there..

did you look even any where..

                        ..blue..blue..
            ..like clue to the clue..

..and boredom still..middle of this all..

                      ..cruelty..&..lonesome
                 ..some or the other one..
                
                                          ..blue..blue..chills like clue..

               ..then trough..go.go..
                                                  
                                  ..go through..