..i am nobody and
             yet i'm everybody..

            ..i'm free but still captured..
                     holy
              and the pagan..
                             ..still..but gone..

                       ..i'm who ever i choose to be..but still i don't
             really recognize the form i live in..

                              ..the mirror is false
                                      and true at the same moment..

                  ..and still i can't believe the geometry of
                                 being here..in the moment..& breath..

           ..holy and unwise..
                       ..cursed and blessed..loved and hated..
  
                         ..and is it/it is..
               all combine..together..

     ..without any real outcome..
                                ..this madness chuckle 's together
                 with me..or us..or them..

                        ..& i'm happy to know with out knowledge..

                  ..& the greatest regrets..

                                                      ..it's out there somewhere
                       are you there..?

i'm a little too much to handle with care..little
           too much to look the other way..

                        ..little too much to be just me..

             ..if there's a place called..
         ..free..

i'm little too hungry for everything..
             ..nothing's enough..it's either too slow or too numb..

i'm just a little too fast for my body..i'm miles away but i'm still here..
                 ..too heavy and at the same time too light..

angel that isn't an angel..but still over whelming..just too little
                  to go down..
                               ..give up..

start a war at very wrong reasons..i'm just too little out there..

                         ..words..words..words..

            ..action takes control of words just too little..

                              ..on sidewalk..all alone..no cares
              anymore about our home..within..
    
                                     ..& somewhere where our dreams are born
                      & the same place that they wither & die..

                                                       ..it's just too little

                                    to hold on..to go on..
                          ..to know off..

                                         ..but i'm clad that there isn't
                                       too little pray to say out loud..
                                                              ..i'm just too little too happy
                                                       being sad..

..there are these day's..
                   ..moments..
              ..when you
      see the
                         massive knowledge
            of humanity..it's history..
        ..& the unclear
                          vision of it's future..

..& you just think.(.mesmerised)..the existence of it all..
        ..mesmerised..
                    & scared..

gone in the wind you might say..

              ..our life..it's strings..
    ..our helplessness..

..is it really all right..
           ..to see that you see little too much..

                    ..even do..your trying your best to keep it real
         keep it steady..relaxed..

but there's all ways the conflict between you & you..

                    ..how much the mirror really tell..

                ..the mirror of your mind..

                                       & nature..

in these days that you don't really know right from wrong..
                    ..& vice versa..

..it's ugly & beautiful at the same time..

                      ..and that's what you have deal with..


         ..all the time
                    sometime's just seeing it
                              way too truly..

& you have live thinking that is it good or bad..
            
                                    ..or something totally else..

..this was new..
    ..and you know it..
        
maybe it was a dream..
              ..or a ***..

..yeah..

            ..you are the dream..

             ..night after sky..

..i loath and adore
         myself..

        ..but i have the problem to find the balance..

to it all that wrong and right with me..
        ..because it's the same as the lost world
                   that we live in..

  ..so is that fair..
         ..is anything..

fair the way YOU would liked it to be..

                           ..no..
     ..no..                    ..no

                      NO!

..forget..forget..
     ..forget

& then try to remember
why you do the thing's that you do
& everything
           between..

after & before are all most the same thing
when you look in the mirror
thinking..
          ..what wen't wrong..

what have you missed..remembered..and
              again missed..

& what's so special about that..


                          ..or you..

..oh yeah..
         ..i LOVE you..

..even thought i haven't a clue what does it mean
            ..&oh; yeah..it's TRUE

a word that was made to simplify and combine
so many hard..complicated..
              ..the most fustrating emotions and
              
                          our very own wild nature distress..

..the word LOVE is
              just a cowardly way to hide with out
            too much communication..too much under no order..
              ..no limits or borders..

no morality..no understanding our self's..and our community..


          ..and oh,
                     **** sake..
        ..how we have ***** that word with all different kind of
                      fake inspiration's..lies lying in lies..

                                          ..wars after wars..

     ..man to man or nation to nation..

                  ..because we LOVE this world too much
                                we are obligated to ****
  
           without regret..because it's just 'cause we LOVE this or
                        that so much..it's all right to pull the trigger..

       ..drop the bombs from A to Z..
                    
                         ..LOVE is the answer..

have you ever looked at your mirror and KNOW that there's
something very..very wrong in the way..
              ..how we treat each other..

                        ..have the tears dry in the mirror..

when you have under stud what
               kind of a stupid fukin' idiot
              
                            you and the rest of the human race are..

               ..is LOVE the aswer..like 07.00 to 15.00 in some crap ***
                                          
                                       counter..
                     ..that LOVE made to build..