..infinity is the only time..
                ..going on..
        ..or..
                     ..going backwards..

..left and right are the same thing..as up and down..

                   ..infinity is zero..

           ..alpha and omega ain't got nothing to nothing..

..go away and then come back..
              ..what have you learn't..

       ..nothing..
                     ..or yourself..

something that's true to you and only you..
                          ..and the you give it away..

        ..light the fire..

                     ..off all..

6th of July we remember our one of the greatest hero
             ..Eino Leino..
   ..writer..journalist..critic..

but most of all an
individual who never gave up..and

in my opinion
the strength of our little lady
called Finland..

..he cave us a belief to our self..
            ..our eyes thy see the sadness and fight back..
                        ..he cave us our back bone..
..our *******'s..
..and the faith of the impossible..


& i'm glad it's my birthday too.
.as a man manipulating words..
                          
                ..the day is also the day of poetry..

..and playin' with the letter's
at the age of 18th..
                      ..iv'e learnt..nothing..
                    
                               ..all that i need to know
                                       to grow..and grow
                          ..until it's my time to go..

INFINITY IS THE ONLY TIME..& SPACE..

..cheers.. Eino..

..i would like to add me
        but that's nonsense..

       ..who wouldn't like sentences..word's..worlds..
            ..who wouldn't like bourbon..
        Bukowski or Pessoa..or still me too..

But adding something to anything is chaos..as we see it..

       ..so add my add..your's..it's still the same
              agenda..

             ..just to be..        ..again..

..coalesce..

                & you WILL see tomorrow..

how it is..
       ..is it still there..

..when there is too much..
    ..alone..
      
               ..you can't go back..

         ..there's still long way to go..

..all the story's are true..
              ...are you sure..

                                 ..where's the happy ending..
          ..or maybe it's death..

                                      ..the end..

..stop..wait..continue..
       ..you are at war within..
in..in..in
      war is in
            inside it is..
wait..listen..
        ..it doesn't stop..
while you stop & wait..
        ..so run..run..run
run within..
          ..there you are..

..go away or stay..
          ..don't play anymore..

your not a kid no long..

..where were you when i loved my razor
                    where are you anyway..

      ..not here..nor there..
                            ..not anywhere..

..let me out or let me in..
           ..iv'e got my changes..
    ..learn't..got the knife..no heart anymore..

                                       ..is there still more i have to give..

darling..
         ..who are you
silent in the corner..almost dying..

no drinks but bunch of cigarette's..my style
           ..ecsept the *****..i need my drink..

                                    ..many of 'em..

your silence is so loud that it breaks the windows..bottles..classes..

                          ..it's the space & time
                ..holding me into one piece..gathering..melting..

                      ..you to me..over all..blue to the red..

                                                 ..magnetism..out of  this world..

                        ..and still i'm all ways alone..

                                      ..like everyone else..

..add a word..
   ..add a sentence..

add a life were all this come's..
             ..so add a poem and you..

where do you write..heart..thoughts..
         ..cerebrate..

                        ..or..something else..

..sculpture's says that the figure is all ready there
                you just to give it it's freedom..

..me..

..hmmmm..

..the direction..
       ..nowhere but within..

letter's make words..words make problems..

                    ..and i didn't even talk about sentence's..

down to street of you and them..
                 ..them who you don't match..

regular..

                     ..get out..
                 out..out..out..

contradiction so sweet..

see you in..

..same is alone & the streets too..
             ..no giving up..stand tall..
          & be recognize is the same..

       ..many wonder's go trough these gates and no
                                        one has seen them sense..mystery..
               ..why not..

but the same is all ways at the same spot as the same should be..

                                      ..thinking over it's same to me..

               ..what do you think..?

              ..trade union..

..add a poem..add a child..add a go on..
               ..so be it..do you..go on..

                             ..virginity..solid dream..
            
                                    ..and i'm still here..

            even when they
                 say that i'm dead..
            
                                 ..so are these dead words..

..plase dear..don't go
            so arond..  
                    
                 ..you still find yourself in the same place..

       --is it home or somewhere more near to you..
..          ..to yourself again..the
                            
                                     ...mirror doeesn't ever lie..
                ..so go with it..
                                                   ..nothing in everything..

                            ,,boo.boo.boo..

..please somebody stand 4 me....this is not going anywhere..3 try's to give a world a word..but..
     ..technology **** it all up..free mind & spirit..
             ..but not this fukin world..

               ...free ain't free..

          ..it's jail of of this destruction..

         ..yeah in peace..

               ..or in PEACE..

..same illustration in every head..

..please..oh tell me..please
                 who you are..where did you came from..

              ..why do
          surround me so much..
                     ...tsunami..tornado..

          ..th­e dark side of the moon..
                                ..can't get enough..
                       ..i just can't..

            ..so please..oh please..
                                  ..stay with me
                          as long that
                                       you can..

             ..you make me ****** again..straight up naked soul..

                                               ..so please..

                              ..give yourself to me..2 equals 1..

                                        ..i'm yours 4 taking..

..to the nearest fan say your loneliness..
    ..to the next celebrate your melankolia..

    ..and if there is a next one..say how much
                  you love..love..and all of it..

..you know you 'gonna go away..somewhere..

                    ..do you believe it..that somewhere..

..or do you hang to yourself..
                    ..not to give up..say *******..to to the broken..
                            ..heart and soul..

              ..and still you know that you 'gonna go away..

                                           ..somewhere our nothing..

              ..go trough to you..
                                 ..to somewhere..
                        
                      ..or else..

..maybe someday..
            ..you tell me it all..
..all that's in your inside..your soul and heart..

  ..your divinity..your satan..& your humility

                   ..i'm not going anywhere..

..i'm just too lazy for that kind of ordeal..

         ..but i'm not going away..

your story is too much to dismiss..to walk away..

          ..you got the real challenge..

..pure canvas need's everything..and
          
       ..nakedness..virginity..
               ..experience..scars
from all the beauty & purgatory..

                   balance

                love is life

           and so are you and me..

..people look
     but don't see

          ..work is hard..what ever it is..so you don't see..
                      mock..mock..mock..
        ..the mocking bird..
              ..the perfect sound of yesterday..
                     ..now & tomorrow..

                                ..forever..

it's there for me..
                   ..all ways..

       ..to the satisfaction..
                   ..all ways..

..run notification..
             ..hide..
..grow wide..make yourself matter
                                 once more..

             ..once more 4 us..

..they seem to look but
they can' seemly see it..
  ..what they are lookin'..

may the days of our lives go up and down
like all ways..no shame on it..where divine..

the angel's in us struggle's against our humanity..

         ..and our wing's our not for hire..

..blue green chills..
..sleep in the the deep water..

           ..wake up..wake up..
                 ..it's not a dream

cold..cold front..freezing death coming upon you..
true..true..so blue it's the horizon of youth..

                    it's everywhere..
   ..there
                & there..

did you look even any where..

                        ..blue..blue..
            ..like clue to the clue..

..and boredom still..middle of this all..

                      ..cruelty..&..lonesome
                 ..some or the other one..
                
                                          ..blue..blue..chills like clue..

               ..then trough..go.go..
                                                  
                                  ..go through..

..the perfect poem..
   ..is like a perfect diet..

                 ..or the perfect addiction..

       ..soulmate to yourself..

           ..to nurse your oblivion..
                           ..to take care of your universe..

             ..the poem..the word's..sentences..
              
                              ­   ..your life..

                  ..there's your perfect..
          ..if it even exist..

so mayby little china-white ain't so bad
                after all..

..or wine with crystal ****..

        ..the poem is you..

..notes from myself..
    ..don't get lost and
  lost yourself..

           ..where ever..

stop before you walk
        & vice versa..

      ..good got all ways bad
                in it..

my way off talkin'..walkin'

            ..worryin'

      ..& i did it my way..

..me..me..
                   ..me
                             ..me..
             me..
                                                               me..

                                        ..ME, MYSELF & I..
        
              ..all ways first/last..
            even do
              you've done
                  something
     super
     heroic
     shearing..

            ..& you still gonna feel
                                   ******* amazing
                                   after
                          the Marvel's
                                      every
                                  masterpiece..

           ..it ain't conscious..
                   ..you just really
             don't even
                                               know
                 what you are & '
                        that you are
               have done something
                           magnificent..magical..
                                          ­ ..water to wine..

                   ..but there's still
                        the reason
                    for all this for sure..
                                     ..is that if you wanna
                             look awesome for who ever..self..
                                           ..ME..
                    
                                     ..the beautiful/psychotic
                              our wall's of
                      our unstoppable genius
                                        psychosomatic..
        ­             ..filosophy..
              ..psychology..
              biology.­.chemistry.
                          .math..metaphysics..etc
   ­                                                ..etc..  & etc..

                          SO...?    HMM..?

                            it
                               is
                     all ways me..******* ME..!
                                                       

       ­                                              me..
              ­                          me..all ways me..

                                      the first  
                                          and last..

                ..maybe our
                     narcissist  
               little steps
           that
                   we take
( without a thought.. )
                             even when we're blind  
                                                         ­   as a bat's ..

I AM THE FIRST

AND THE LAST

                   ..how can i
                      think this everyday

                                                  ­        (******* day)

         ..superior self..evolution..

                       DARWINISM...??

                 ..AND where's GOD..
                                        
                               HAH..
                               ..YEAH..
                                 ..WHERE..
    
                ..it/at
                  ain't dead..
                       when
             M.R. Nietzsche
           promulgate that it's dead..left humanity
                                  to it's on beatitude..mercy..

              misunderstud at our cursed
                humanity..our stupidity..pessimistic reality
                                        of us ..**** Sapiens..**** Idiotical..
                         for real.. and truly true
                                             to end of the horizon..
                                                  ****** up in
                         our
                                      incapability..
        ­                     ..to never love the
                                 mirrors again..

                    ..Narkissoss..
                     ­     flower narcissus..blessed tale..fact..

                                                 ..AMEN..

                               ..me..me.me..
          ­                           there's no other..

                       ..like me..

                                        ..so we have lost..'
                                 so many steps..
                                                 ..gone all ready..
                                 ..GONE AND DEAD..
                    ..but..but..
                         ­        ME..myself and I..
                            ..wound forgive..forget..
                                              w­ould
'                                                        LOSE with out
                        
                                           the infernal noise and war..

                             ..of us..individuals..
                                               ­              ..US..
                                         ..ME & YOU..

                    ..THE FUTURE..

                    ..just loose that      
                                   " me"
                              to the tomorrow's                            
                          ­     infernal affairs..

                                       ..there's all ways more & more stairs..

                  ..and that's HEAVEN..for me...!!!!!!

..suicide can be
   Sue in the said..
                     ..somewhere..
               ..where it will happen..
(life is suicide)

..friend to be with forever..

              ..no pain....no fear..no waiting
           in line..

                       ..no panic..no love
              that you don't understand..

..we mess up..and we dress up..
       ..for what..you..me..something we just don't see..

  ..suicide..can't fly..don't cry..

                          ..it's just bye bye..
  
         ..and again to say hey..when you die..
                        ..the
pains lost..
all that cost..
no one wan't to be your friend..

                                         ..narcissism..

all the **** that we are made of..
                       ..and from..

               ..god..yeah
        right..

if we could know any of that ****..little pits..
                        ..of tragedy..

                  ..then you fly..again and again..

..we're lookin' always these nutshels..

           ..implicitly..

progress..etc..

                               ..are u there anymore..

hellou..

                            implicitly..


more than enough is too much..going with
                    
              it is
                too much and too less..
Every-
time..

..it gonna get ugly..
             ..street's are too near..

                     ..we better go away
         or we don't have our universe any more..

                                                  ..there's no you & there's no me..

                    ..even do we ever even exist..

..and don't come back..

..hope is a word and heart of streets..

                     ..no one can escape it..

..and that's just good..

..soon there will be no more..
..ask yourself
where do you dwell in this universe..

..infinity is the only time..
else
just control and manipulation..

..go with pain..

..gone to the title..so far away..
         ..title..
so little..but so strong..

   ..is it happiness..or gruelty..
              ..title..who u are..


      ..or not..

    ..saint at the
          other one..

       ...makes u weep sometimes..

                ..touche..

and it's over the top..

..you die and you die
       and you die..¨
    ..every second you breath to stay alive..

seconds past you by..minutes..hours..
                      ..days..
             ..years..

and you still keep on dying..
             ..till your death..

but what's your life between in those seconds..days..
                   ..year's..
           ..what.s your poor life..
in the moments of crazy..wild life..
            ..***..drug's and rock'n'roll..
..girls..boys..toys..joy's..

                  ..poison or pleasure..

candy or treat..
           ..honest or lie..

it come's close when you least aspect it..
                       ..your choice..

                 ..to live or die..

without words..
without passage..

                         ..live and die in pleasure..

           ..you can't miss..
                                               ..big boy..

In ur last whispers, after vanishing
The grey wall stand, surrounding
U
whispering ur thoughts about
Vanishing
Into their surrundlng safe
Lockets
Tasks in them to make
Me 2 join myself forever
And never to sleep again
Only 2 dream my dreamings
With out any solving, lightning..

Nitvana
Amen

Life is just slow death

..hello poetry..iv'e cone of movement of words..language ain't anymore..
..were ******..subconsciousness is getting dry..no mess..
..i believe you have seen for years now..

                                       ..so were you stand..are you a *****..
             ..or mystic..one..two..three..four..

                                   ..and were the letters wend..

..onetwothreefour..

                        ..where's your magic..

..can i visit in you..can i see trough your eyes..
                   ..can i
           even know you..somebody..
      ..anybody..somewhere..same to me..it's just to be..to feel..to move..
                                     and to stop

..your there i'n the wall's..trying your best..
                       ..and out here..
        ..under this deep..deep water..

                                 ..and i hope i meet you someday..

..sorry i miss to turn left..right was all ready destroy'd..
                        ..so i when't along..

                                    ..straight to the Alabama..

..we take all from our self's..
faith..
                 ..tomorrow
and yesterday..

..the memory's of
things that
thought's us..
            ..thing's that believe in us..
            ..just when where
                          on the brick..

              ..and god..**** that sadist..

       ..blessed are we that we are alone..