I'm sorry* for not being perfect
I was only being me
I guess it was not enough
To make you stay forever
I'm sorry for not telling you earlier
I just don't want you to worry
I guess it bothered you too much
To make you leave without a trace
I'm sorry for being such a coward
I was just too scared to hurt you
I guess I did anyway
By saying such beautiful lies
I'm sorry for being selfish
I just don't want you to get involved
I guess that upset you a lot
By blowing such harsh words to me
I'm sorry for not being there
I just don't want to see your crying face
I guess I was not meant to see it anyway
Because it would only hurt you more
I'm sorry for not showing how much I cared
I just love you in a way even I can't understand
I guess that love blinded me
That it had to lead us into this painful state
I'm sorry, I'm not perfect
But please know that I love you so much
It won't ever change