Girl when you left
How I wanted to chase after you
But I didn’t wanna make things hard for you
Like the guys before me did
Because I don’t think you truly understood
When I looked into Those  the eyes
Of the girl that change me for good
There was a greenish tint I couldn’t resist
I knew at this time that  this is the one that would change me for the better
But maybe
Just maybe
I tried a little too hard
And maybe that’s what killed it in the end

I've gone and loved no one
I admit, I wasn't up to shine but
last night as the moon rose
I sank into a beautiful world
obnounced
back and forth blanketed
under an infernal monsoon
my candle burned in hopes you
would see a more harmonious light
in me
but her mouth uttered better lines
her body better lies
a thrusting of minds left behind
and our braided world was cut

I love you,
but it's different
it's not your typical love
it's more like this feeling
of letting go
cause when I'm with you
I don't have to try
it's effortless
just me,
and you.
When your arms are wrapped around me
and our chests rise and fall in unison
everything else melts away
it's so comfortable, and secure
I am totally safe
just me,
and you.
I've known it since that first moment,
there's no pressure, no head games
though we work so well together
we'll stay, happily with others,
but those moments when I'm with you
our puzzle piece lives fit together so perfectly
just me,
and you.

I'm just a stupid girl,
who fell for all your lies.
And now there's nothing left to do,
nothing to say but good bye.

You're just a stupid boy,
of course, the one for whom I'd fall.
And every moment spent with you,
I know meant nothing at all.

Some day you'll see,
like we all eventually do.
Some day you'll see what you missed out on,
and those mistakes will haunt you.

I've always known it was wrong,
that you were just stringing my along.
I allowed me to get used up,
and now I'm all gone.

that voice of yours
at the bottom of the stairs below
takes my breath to places
i do not know
but my muscles don't flinch
nor do i outwardly show
though my heart beats so fast
out my chest it will go
like a ghost through the wall
i feel your voice flow
and it calls not my name
for you i no longer know

I've been thinking lately,
as that is all I seem to do
that I perhaps will never move on
and be completely over you.
But I also have thought of late
that I never really did love
the anti-happiness, dream killer
who lives off flowers and doves
to tarnish all the shining stars
and muddy all crystal waters
who puffs his chest, and looks down his nose
and stomps out the hearts of your daughters
I have been realizing, with all my ponders
that I was just the blind, faithful, fool
trusting your wine was not tainted
and drank it all down, sip by sip
too embarrassed to admit
I wanted not this picture I painted
of blindfolds held by my own hands
or of water colors softened with my tears
this picture should have been oil paints
bold, strong, appreciated, lasting years and years
But thinking of all the things that I wanted
but of yet have not achieved
I try to grow and move on, and say it wasn't love
but my thoughts only awake you in my memories.

I miss you.

i know it's impossible
because it's been ages
but every now and then
I smell you,
your hair
your room
your bed
your clothes
I can taste your kiss
though I haven't kissed you
or laid beside you in your bed
or sauntered around in your clothes
since you broke my heart
months ago