I inhale sweet darkness
That consumes my mind.
I dispel purity and innocence
To invite sin and pity in for rest.

"It's bad for you" says the one
That asks me to slow down,
But I only learn less and sink
Deeper into the smooth oblivion
Of a high that lasts only
Until my pain returns.

Somewhere between
Dancing and singing
All music ceased
In the minds
Of those that needed
To hear beauty.

The silence penetrated
Louder than any instrument.

The ******'s
Screams rose
To a cacophony
Of painful hymns
Until the screams
Were hushed
Instantly.

There have been times
That passed by in a blink.

In those days I felt like
They'd never end.

Now I sit alone,
Wondering if days forgotten
May still be remembered.

I know what feeling is,
But do you anymore?

Should we fight together
Or simply fall apart.

Pain hurts more
When you can't feel it.

Songs playing
Remind me of you.
What once was,
What will never be.
Even know my love
Says, I'm sorry.
I can never forget
How selfish I was.

He was wrong
To think he could be.
He is not good.
He is angry.
The boy falls in love
Never stands up.
Now he knows how worthless
He is.