Where am I?  
What am I doing?  
Is it right to do this?  

Everyday,  I wonder
All this questions
That I asked myself

Everyday,  I wander
All this places
That I go but still don't know
Where to go

Where should I be?  
Here?  Or there?  

Or should I even be..
Living?

I cried my eyeballs out,  
But no one ever care,  
Because all they can do,
Was seeing me cry,  
And leave me alone,  
Till I... break down.  

I tried my best,  
But no one ever praise,  
Because all they can do,
Was criticize me,
And urge me to be better,
Till I... can't take it anymore.

Society, oh society.
What can I do,  
To fulfill your wishes?  
What can I do,  
To be just myself?

I had to fake,  
Fake a laugh,  fake a smile,  
Make people think that,  
I'm all good,
Because that's what I do best,
And what society wants.

True love is strong,
It can forgive betrayal,
It can give second chance,
Despite being utterly wounded by another half.  

Just like how the phantom of the opera,
Forgave Christine,
Even though what she did was betrayed him for Raoul.

Just like how the phantom of the opera,
Gave Christine a second chance,  
Even though she leaved him when he is the one who taught her how to sing.

Just like how the phantom of the opera,
Gave Christine a chance to live forever with Raoul,
Despite being very in love with her.

This is true love.

Will I ever forget?
     All the sweet stuff you said to me?

Will I ever stop?
     Loving you so much that I forget to love myself just a tab bit more.

Will I ever?
.....