My troubling thoughts are tangled
deep inside, within my mind
my sanity wants them strangled
unconscious, eyes blind

A crazed mind, to never think
these manic thoughts
the imagined and reality, never to link
kept entangled within knots

Lost oxygen, a mangled brain
mental pictures blood stained
contemplated ideas I restrain
disturbing thoughts, tightly chained

Thoughts from mind, never divisible
the controlling voices slain
the truth remains invisible
never knowing, I was mentally insane.

Ink, wouldn't fill my paper
into the air it leapt, turning to vapor
the words, never crept into my head
maybe, there not meant to be said
because my thoughts, have gone and hid
to be written, on this paper, they forbid.

Not one word, nor sentence, has entered my mind
the way to express, my feelings, I can not find
a mind and heart confused
my hand, to this pen, is fused
because I owe, that much as an explanation
to say I'm sorry, for the separation.

But am I truly sorry, that we are not meant to be
that you and I together, is not what I foresee
now released, from all confusion
free, from the disillusion
that I owed you, now knowing better
the pen to my hand, defuses, and I crumple this letter.

I don't want to be, the one they find
Can you see my fears, that lie behind
In the night, is when they rise
Roaming free, above lonely skies
To look above, I dare not be caught
As night continues, I grow distraught
There flying closer
Reaching nearer
Can I be seen
The night sky, turns serene
Squeezing my eyes, tightly shut
A dreadful feeling, sinking in my gut
I feel them, overhead
All I see are wings, outspread
My time is ending, that's why they've come
Seen from above, fallen victim
To what I thought to be demons, in the night sky
Are angels, here to guide me when I say goodbye.

You love me, I lie to you
saying, what you wanna hear
uttering, I love you to
deceiving, the ear.

With words, far from what's true
oblivious, to the real colours, of me
not seeing, what's in plain view
that i'm the lock, and your the key.

To the door, leading, to my every need
I'm beating you, at your own game
off of pure revenge, I feed
at your cockiness, I aim.

I used you, my perfect scam
filled your mind, with delusion
blinded you, of who I really am
a beautiful, illusion.

Above the water, drifting by the warm breeze
while below she swims, to await
beneath, lurking within murky seas
for me, to be her pulseless mate

Ever so slowly, she circles around
my boat, picturesque as she
breaks through, without a sound
above the water, she looks within me

Reels me in, with alluring deep green eyes
lovely hidden evil, she wants to drown
the life within, as she innocently tries
to pursue me, to pull me down

Submerged under water, a suffocated fate
captured, in a trance used to compel
me onto her hook, enchanting beauty as the bait
that casted upon me, a mermaids spell.

Alone and unseen, for help he calls
as he lies, stricken with uncontrollable hysteria
yells gracefully touch upon the many walls
that bounce off, within the darkly enclosed area

His fearful invisible waves, that vastly travel
with a strong, never ending persistence
to carry out it's mission to unravel
the message that was spoken, from a distance

Trapped within, underneath rocks and debris
in and out of consciousness, slowly slipping away
hoping his desperate calls of distress reaches me
to escape the darkness, to see the light of day

The voice of my love, the loudly weeping waves
now faintly heard cries, as it slowly disappears
vibrating within ancient depths of the caves
his lost echo, that never reaches my ears.

Beyond the hills
lost in life's forest, will I be found
harsh winds, blanket me with chills
is here, where I'm forever bound.

My path to freedom, covered by leaves
once having hope, I now turn dreary
for the star that lights my way, deceives
I fall, from this forest I'll never be free.

As I lie here helplessly
feeling soothed, by the nights tune
my eyes become droopy
as I am cradled, by the moon.