dear god
they say that everything is created in your vision
then why do i feel so imperfect?
so alone, so not worth it

they say everything is part of your plan
then please, help me understand
why am i supposed to suffer
go through hell while still on earth
go through life when everything hurts

why was i born
why was i created
why did you give me this life
just to make me hate it

if you make no mistakes then what am i
i feel so helpless and i want to die
if you were real, if you could listen
tell me
why does this life feel like prison

stuck in a cage
no going back
i keep praying for the day
when my world turns black

the end of times
the end of me
the only way
to finally be free