The distant tinge of teardrops
And memories dewed with moss

You should get over yourself
You're a tiny part in my story
Almost insignificant
Really quite boring

I have a life
Outside of the world of us
And it's rather complicated
By you, I am not crushed

I'm more lively
And realize what's important
I possess real friends
My love was just something I lent

I haven't moved on
Because there's nothing to move on from
You don't occupy my mind
Get out of your delirium

I've nothing against you
No feelings, no grudge
I'm rather indifferent
And that feeling won't budge

I live every day
With someone else
He's what I want and need
You're just someone on a shelf

I wish for you a happy life
And I'll think about you fondly
But that's as far as it'll go
Please don't take this wrongly

It's been us for a while
It's been us for years
We were just held back
But now we have no fears

There's nothing in our way
With each other, we spend our time
Hanging out all day
Not seeing each other is a crime

We have so many firsts yet to experience
I can't wait to try them all
With the one I am meant for
I have already begun to fall

Throughout my days
I am so uneasy
But when you hold my hand
Everything feels calm and breezy

It's like a light breeze
On a scorching hot day
You soothe me, and I feel calm
My lap is where you lay

I love being close to you
I wouldn't ever turn back
We were meant to be more
It was the us we always did lack

You're my everything
You're my fate
You're my joy
My soulmate

I'm in love with you, best friend
You complete me
You're the best guy I'll ever meet
The only one I make time for
Forget all the rest
We've already passed this test
The test of time
Now you are mine
And there is nothing in the way

You inspire me on a daily basis
I stare at you
And can't believe
How handsome your face is

Hearing you speak
Is like music to my ears
But hearing you sing
I could do that for years

You have a voice of an angel
To match your beautiful soul
You make me happy
The queen of your heart is my goal

We're so in sync
Our minds are on the same page
I can read you like a book
I set you free from your cage

Since the beginning
You had caught my eye
I always knew
That you were my kind of guy

I'm your leading lady
As well as your best friend
I knew we'd end up
Together in the end

Still so fresh
Still so new
But I know one day
I'll be in love with you

you're like the ******' sun
on a rainy day
i miss you
is all i want to say
loving you
is the only way

i wish i had you
twenty four seven
because being around you
is like heaven
you're all i think about
that is my confession

i want you all the time
i want you to be mine
please, let's go back
i hate that you're the one i lack

things are finished now
I expected this, somehow

never will I be
what I want to be
because I am useless
and a fraud

oh well
this is my reality now
and it *****
just like this poem
since I can't write for ****
maybe I should just quit
but then
I'd be even more cowardly
than I already am

so I guess living a hellish life
is all I got
too bad happiness can't be bought

Maybe I should stop giving a ****
Maybe that would better my luck

Of course you ignore me
I don't know why I expected any different
You're so back and forth, like a flea
It's as if your silence is deliberate

I have spent years wasting my time
Over thinking and worrying about you
Hoping one day you wouldn't think loving me is a crime
Over you, I'm sick of being blue

You talk to me as if you're in love
You're around me as if you need my presence
But sometimes you fly away like a dove
Disregarding my feelings and our talk sessions

You tell me I'm pretty
And you tell me I could get anybody
But you make me feel so ******
When you can't even love me

Why are you so scared of your best friend
That makes no sense
I'm so sick of this trend
Back and forth, this is all so tense

I keep saying time will tell
But I've waited too long
Too bad I already fell
Too bad you think we are wrong

Pretty soon I'll be moving on
And you'll stay stagnant
You'll sit around and wonder where I've gone
My love for you will be absent

Well, it's the 20th
Which means our 12 days of freedom together will finally happen
You're off work
I'm finishing my summer
Hopefully you don't act like a ****
Sometimes you do that and it's a ******

You always have my undivided attention
When you're around
There is always some sort of tension
Especially with those stare downs

It's because you like me
And I like you
But you're stubborn, you see
Because you know it's true

You avoid reality
All because you worry about him
But in actuality
He is quite grim

So I'm waiting for you call
To see what will happen
Even though you won't, I know I will fall
With that, it is me you will sadden

I'm torn between her and him
And I don't know what to do
I probably shouldn't make a decision
Based on a whim
Hopefully this doesn't cloud my vision

I guess I'm just dull and boring
My feelings are so transparent
I'm really not worth any adoring
Perhaps my mind is even abhorrent

It's not likely you'd wanna stick around
It's not likely I'll make you laugh like the class clown
But who are you to even judge?
You're not even around me that much

Little did you know I'm the funniest of my friends
Little did you know I'm quick witted
Little did you know I'm the one that always lends
A helping hand to those when they need it

I love too hard and it's over bearing
I care too much and it's creepy
But it's just my heart I am sharing
I can't help that my feelings live deeply

Maybe one day someone will appreciate
How I give my all to them
Maybe one day someone will alleviate
This worry that I am not a gem

There's something about this chick
That inspires me on a new level
Look at me, writing is what I pick
Her power is something special

She's never out of my head
And takes the top spot in my heart
She loves being in my bed
She's won me over, she tops the chart

Talking to her throughout my day is a must
Our conversations are what put a smile on my face
We have between us the kind of trust
That outlasts storms and never breaks

She's on a different level from the rest
She's the whole package
I can't get enough of our talks, they're the best
Her words, they paint an image

An image of love, an image of lust
Perfectly wrapped into one
On my life, she sprinkles gold dust
It's what her heart's made of, I've most definitely won

I've won the ultimate prize
My true love belongs to me
She's so beautiful in my eyes
To my heart, she's found the key

I get so happy when she comes back to me
She makes me feel like a god
Like I'm the only thing in her life
That makes the sadness gone

She confesses her love to me and I melt
I can't believe she hid all these feelings she felt
She needs to practice on her expression
I think she's finally learned her lesson

Just when I think I can't take anymore
She acts and speaks in her perfect way
And so eloquently tells me
That she wants me to stay

Stay by her side and hold her close
Sleep with her at night
When she feels most alone
Let her know that she's alright
And that all this time my love's only grown

I love her so much
I don't know what to do
Since her, something's come over me
I don't even think clearly
She's all I want and all I need
Our souls are one and now we're both freed

He's off work today
Maybe we will get to hang
I'm waiting for his text
I'm waiting for his call
But what if it never gets here
What if not at all

I'm feeling optimistic
Because I usually over think
But sometimes his mental illness
Comes back and reality shrinks

One day he's like this
One day he's like that
But one thing's for certain
He'd  never stab my back

Even though his heart is closed
And his walls are up
Somehow I always get a peak
I guess it's just good luck

I know he loves me
But thinks he can't have me
All because of someone else
Why is this happening

Maybe time is all we need

It ***** when you're in love with your best friend who is also the fraternal twin brother of your ex.

I'm so in love with this girl
And I know she loves me too
But sometimes she doesn't
And I'm like, "What did I do?"

It's so **** confusing
I've gotten used to it now
So I just give her space
Unsure of what she'll allow

I want to talk like normal
When we're loving and flirty
She really is everything
Sometimes even a little *****

The perfect combination
Of wisdom and beauty
But she plays hard to get
Winning her is my duty

However,
I definitely got her
Kind of right where I want her
Because at the end of the day
I'm on her mind
Without me, the world's a blur
She's in love with me
And I'm in love with her

The love of my life is special,
She’s beautiful and appealing,
I am quite addicted,
She’s really got me reeling,
I never would have predicted.

The love of my life is vulnerable,
She’s easily hurt,
And easily saddened,
Her mind often lurks,
And ends up maddened.

The love of my life is funny,
She starves for attention,
Yet cherishes her privacy,
Almost like a different dimension,
Oh, the irony.

The love of my life belongs to me,
We read each other’s mind,
We have a special bond,
She’s truly one of a kind,
Struck me with her wand.

The love of my life is perfect,
She may not realize,
Quite the effect she has,
But one day all those lies,
Will hopefully come to pass.

The love of my life is beautiful,
When I think about her,
And her pretty face,
I sit and often wonder,
Just how wonderful is her grace.

There's this boy I know
He's a particular fellow
He's mentally unstable
And even trips over the table

But he's funny and witty
Kind and sweet
You feel for him not pity
But only pure love

He's compassionate and deep
Hot, with many layers
Like a tea that sits to steep
Warm and comforting

He looks at you with those eyes
And you are compelled to worship
The ground he walks on
And accept the beautiful lies
That make up your relationship

We are forbidden lovers
No one can know how we feel
When we're under the covers
We keep it between us
Like kids sharing candy
On a yellow school bus

But what we have is much sweeter than candy
Much more than just dandy
What we have is rare
What we feel is care
What we have is between us
Only we can bare
We love each other
There is not another

No one can take your place, my love
For you are my only one
My one truth

I'm done with the games
I'm done with the lies
I'm done being something convenient
For your pretty little eyes

I'm done believing what you say
I'm done buying all of your ****
I'm done not feeling loved by you
Not even a tiny bit

I'm done wasting time
I'm done being used
I'm done being on the back burner
Left feeling nothing but abused

I'm done trying so hard
I'm done thinking we will be okay
I'm done thinking I have a chance
This game is not something I want to play

And so as hard as it is
I'm done wanting you
I'm done loving you
You'll be sorry when one day you wake up
And you can't breathe
Because what you did to me
Caused me to leave

People think that it's okay
To ignore someone
Just when things don't go their way
And not only then
Do people have a chip on their shoulder
Barely anything has to happen
In order for someone to turn colder
People get jealous
Of something that is harmless
Then they ruin what they had
All because they thought a little something was bad

So it's okay for you to talk to anons all day
And it's okay for you to talk about your ex and say
That you still have feelings for him which makes you start to stray
But I can't talk to one lousy anon
Without you taking it wrong
And suddenly you act cold and short
When I pay you a compliment, you just retort
I've declared my love time after time
Given you no opportunity to second guess these feelings of mine
Yet here you are, insecure and jealous at something innocent
Now all I am feeling is love spent.

I think about my baby
And how she's all alone
The many things I'd do to her
I have to make it known

I'd give her kisses deep and soft
Her tongue will taste so sweet
With my hands on her hips
Our kissing will create a beat

Then clothes will come off
Things will grow in passion
Her body will feel like silk
Her skin better than the highest fashion

She will make me guide her
Right over to our bed
We will lay down and kiss
Make me feel out of my head

I will travel down her belly
Worshipping every inch
She will shiver and she will shake
The sensation making her flinch

As I make my way down
She naturally spreads her legs
I fit right in-between them
This point is when she begs

I kiss the very part of her
That is the most private
Her moans reassure me
That she truly, really loves it

Her **** sounds of pleasure
Make my job so rewarding
I could do this forever
It will never get boring

As I continue my loving
Right on her sweet spot
She moves in sync with me
Giving me all that she's got

I take her to the highest place
I go right along with her
We have a lot of ailments
But we are each other's cure

She explodes and it tastes so good
Her hands are on my head
And she pulls me to her
Heaven is what we have in our
own
little
bed