Emily

Emily Oct 2013

Are you ashamed of me?
Do you truly care for me?
What does this mean?
Where is your heart?
Am I in it?
Where is your mind?
Am I on it?

Emily Oct 2013

Weak

My feelings conflict
Feels like I'm a convict
Don't know how to go about it

15 words

© Peyton 2013

Emily Oct 2013

Cold Hard Fact

We have a nice thing going
But then it gets boring
Because I am unable to give
What you want most in this
My insecurities block me
From giving you your plea
And I disappoint the both of us
Then we feel there is no trust
Truth is, I don't trust anyone
Because my body is no fun
No, we can't have *** like that
All you would see is my fat
You respect me and you're patient
And for that, I try to not relent
But I'll always be held back
It's just a cold hard *fact

Emily Oct 2013

Not Again

I can't play this scary game of love
Not again

10 words

Scared of rejection, scared of loss, scared of games.

© Peyton 2013

Emily Oct 2013

Chase You

I think about you at night
And wonder what you're doing
Do you think of me?
Am I the one you're pursuing?

Sometimes I feel it's real
Sometimes I think it's not
Although my heart's all in
I feel yours can't be bought

Not with my tenderness
Not with my affection
It's not supposed to be bought
I'm just dying for your attention

Maybe I mean something
Maybe I don't at all
But you are something special
And it's hard not to fall

I fall for your soul
And your perfect heart
I feel the need for you
And I never want to part

You've got me on lock
I am under your spell
My love travels deep
And with that I'm compelled

Compelled to adore you
Forced to want you
And until I can have you
I'll continue to chase you

Emily Oct 2013

Heart In Your Hands

I have these feelings I want to purge
But then I have to fight the urge
Because I might make myself a fool
And that really wouldn't be cool

Sometimes I'm so drawn to you
It's hard to stop and know what to do
I get confused and the signals are mixed
But I am selfish and want my next fix

It's like I'm a drug addict
Always searching, I'm a fanatic
Do anything to get in your head
Do anything to get in your bed

Is it bad that I feel this way?
Is it bad that I want you to stay?
Talk with me forever
Let's be together, I have your pleasure
In my hands
Just like you have my heart
In yours

Emily Oct 2013

History

We got a lot of history
You're the only thing I see
Talking is a must for me
However often it may be
Being together is a fantasy
And even though it's hard to see
I wish you'd take a chance on me
Because loving you is what I need
My love for you is guaranteed
And if you were to ever flee
I'd get you back without a plea
We make the perfect harmony
You're my type, don't disagree
It's that way 'cuz of our **history