I keep feeling myself rise these levels so fast,
Just pushing myself to be better all the time,
The sheer willpower I have now,
To get **** done.

I love the pure selfishness and and selflessness,
Simultaneously,
Me improving just to be superior,
But also
Me improving to help other people.

I am a mismatch of a bunch of things.

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The soothing wave-like rhythm of the beat
Washes over me,
Syncing with the air particles from the fan,
Fitting me into the universe once more.

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I must admit,
I am missing you right now,
Though not in a sad manner.
Just a...
Nostalgic one

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Your clawed hands reach through
My screen
And twist into my heart,
Ripping,
Tearing,
Until I can feel the tatters of
What used
To be my soul
Bleed Red Red Red into my bosy,
Poisoning me.

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The snow brings with it
A silence not heard in
Ages

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The empty hum of
The room in which I reside
Fills my soul with peace

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It doesn't hurt anymore,
Like a wound that has finally healed
And left nothing but an unpleasant scar,
Something that, when scratched, still slightly aches

It feels so good to not hurt day in and day out.

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