I think the reason I smoke cigarettes
Is because you're so against them
And I'd rather have poison in my lungs
Than poison in my heart

Maybe if I smoke enough the smoke will drown out the toxins you left in my chest

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I don't think I'll ever love someone as much as I loved you.
I loved you more than myself, more than the earth, more than life.
I loved you so deeply you tore the fabric of my being in two when you left,
Never to return.

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God,
I just want to fall
So hopelessly in love

Sleeping in each other's arms,
Whispered nothings,
Small kisses,
And pure happiness

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You made a Jew joke
And I remembered KS,
The book about ******'s regime's use of the Holocaust to **** the Jewish people
And I thought of the millions of lives of
Innocent kind loving lovely people,
All wasted.
Gone.
Terribly, traumatically ripped away
From Terra Major.

And just didn't think that it
Was funny anymore.

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When you-
When you just remember how hopelessly in love you were with her
You shall always wonder
what You Did Wrong
Could you have done something?
Why Did She Leave Me
God, God I'm so sorry
Please give her back
I have given her more of me than I know
And I just shall
Always wonder
How did I deserve to be
To be treated so **** unfairly
BY YOU,
My creator and mother and father

Please just take me to that which I deserve,
Having been through the trials and tribulations that I have,
And That is her.

Please, dear creator.

Please.

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Sometimes I think that
I have a sadness
That will never leave my bones
It will whittle down to almost nothing
But only almost,
Never truly gone.

I wish to shed this body and move on from this corporeal plane
May I have new flesh and blood?
Some less melancholy bones?
I think I've been through quite enough,
Thank you

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I look out the window

Blue skies

The song I hear draws my mind to you and...
I look back to the window -
Grey clouds.

Why must the sky match my mood?

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