Coffee breath
Sad, old man
So drearily boring
I want to know his hidden depths

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The silent function
Of a messed-up worker woman
Is god's one secret

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I don't think any amount of alcohol could
Make me forget what you've done to me
You've ruined me
I can't trust I can't call people my best friend I can barely call them a friend to begin with
WHY
DID
YOU
DO
THIS
TO
ME
I
NEVER
ASKED
FOR
THIS
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS A FRIEND
I NEVER MEANT TO FALL IN LOVE

God I'd do anything I take it all back I swear just please don't ruin me like this, so silently and cruelly what did I do to deserve this

There's a scream building in my throat but I won't let it out I swear I'll never let anyone know I'll never let anyone in again I'm ruined I'm broken I might as well join the army now I need to get away

Please talk to me tell me you HATE ME I DON'T CARE I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHAT I
DID
WRONG

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Biting breezes,
Running red squirrels,
And
A hammock,
Gently swaying in the air currents.

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Pine cones adorn the treetops
And-
An errant breeze plucks one off, tumbling
Down, down, down
Landing with a soft phish in the grass
Finding company once more among its kin down below

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I was
So very sad
For so many years

And thinking back to then,
When I had a blanket of sadness over my
Life
I've-
I've come so far and done so much
And
I'm just,
I'm proud of myself for hanging on when-
When I truly didn't want to.

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Just once
I wish I could fall in love with
Myself

Too much time I'd spend mooning over
Myself
Wistful sighs,
Heavy staring,
Heavier heart

I just want to know how I'd look
If I fell for
Myself

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