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ME Oct 2013
0808
There's not enough time
0808
I got to speak my mind
0808
Don't leave just yet
0808
It's not over till I say it's over
0808
We have money for death & the price for hate, is paid with life
ME Oct 2017
Glowing drops of rain
Recipe of perpitual disaster
Blind iron trees
Growing pains
Fight or flight
Beat that dusty old carpet
Yell for help
Lead the way
Hearts will heal
Blind as day
All there was is
All there is
ME Dec 2013
When you say 'we', I don't include 'me'
'I' am not responsible for the actions of 'you'
Nor do 'I' choose to be liable in any;
Way, shape or form
Because 'I' did not cause the harm.
'I' would change it if 'I' could
As I am sure most people would
But they can't and thus it's all redundant !
'I' want to be free, do as 'I' please
Nothing more, nothing less !
ME Jul 2013
In regards to what was said
I apologize and storm off to bed
I realize that many times I too
Have been hard too talk to
In spite of this I beg your pardon
I plea my guilt in hope that you
Will let me, let you,
Help me so
Flowers again will grow in our garden

In my recent time of coming to pass
My illusion has lost its grasp
I now feel the cold hard breath
Iron meets iron and clash
And it is that cold hard breath
That scares me to death
Like a kiss of an angel
But with love in denial
I was afraid to see
And now I’m just afraid
ME Jul 2013
When I see you
You take me for
A trip where I
See everything
Its beautiful and I adore
The colors of you

Never been here
Its unlike anything
I ever felt before
The way we shine
Unlike anything
Ever before

When we meet
You put a calm to my spirit
You let me go with you
Once alone but never again
A miracle of two
To be found inside a light being
With no one but you

You make me find
What I’ve been looking for
Faith lets believe
O’ im sure
The heart is heavy and the soul may bleed
Day in and day out
Star in nothingness
Finding a way out
Finding a way in you
That has never been

I’ve been in a place
The darkest one of all
One big fall all lost in space
And when it all collides
Your brought back to life
And so I wait it out
To see you again
One last time
Can’t let you go
Your the part of me I never show
ME Aug 2013
I know its stupid
Yeah
I know it’s me
Sure that’s how
It’s always going to be
I bet you’re happy
I bet you’re ecstatic
In need of no one
Talking to everyone
Loving just
But wrong
I’m sure your doing the same
Only difference is;
While I love one,
You love another and you’re the same
ME Jul 2013
Remember the dreams you had
Feel the joy and wonders of life
The child you once knew
Still lives in you

The innocence of a heart
Thats never been broken
See the world anew
In a different light
With a different spark
The love of life

Laugh from the belly
Give flowers to everyone
I wished my dreams lived on
Find that child again
As hope lives on
You have a purpose
Your not the only one

Runaway my saint
Take me with you
To the stars with no end
Finding the beauty of life

Dreams is in you
Thoughts are no good
Feel your way through
Have faith in love
Accept who you are

Whatever you do
Whatever you have done
Life will give back to you
Angels watch over you
Love will come back for you
Whatever you do
Stay true
To your soul and wander on

God never gives us more than we can handle
Oh how beautiful
Everyday that passes through
I believe in you
Please believe in me
ME Oct 2013
Leave me fear
Strangle my tears
Make way and get out of here
Baby, it's not easy playing the fool behind the wooden stool
And as I lay down in my bed the shadow lingers overhead
I look up, but I'm alone, Oh my baby,
Where are you ?

Staring emptily at the ceiling, driving through the madness in sin
Knew my mistakes were unforgivable, but mama, you gotta give me one more chance
It's never easy, going through the greys, blending in,
That black sorrowful heart, a remembrance of innocence
"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today"
It's the only words I heard
I was breathing & alive
But looking at my own grave

Under empty sky
Staring at the light
Not noticing I was holding life hostage
But with no right, I look for a purpose
A cause for the insignificance of my life
To deliver the promise of the love I couldn’t give to you
That you deserve, my mistress, my phantom, my lady in white,
Under the moon at midnight, in between words we linger, and I bloom

I don't want to be blue, but I don't want you to leave
In limbo or incognito, whichever way, it's deceit
I have lost and loved, but never myself
I feel you, but I don't know your name
We will go together till the end
I stand by you
Mysterious lover & friend
ME Aug 2013
Catepillar about to become the butterfly,
Kisses between you, between me
Stuck as the night at every dawn
I am lonely, but I can’t fly
So scared, but I can’t hide
Whenever I get a moment to think
Your gone..
ME Jul 2013
The mannish boy I am
the boy you see before you stand
unless you hear the cry
you could'nt understand
you cannot see
for you
do not believe
as I stand right here
right here before you
you refuse to see
depiction
restriction
inside our crucifiction
as our lord let us live
oh' he let us live
but not with him
only within'
if that is what you wish
but is that what you wish ?
his eyes is of sadness
for we, the people
are the murderes of sin
born to good and evil
saints of insanity
devils of reality
so why do we keep
on forgetting
for the rest of our lives

Our words are but codes
to emotions as we feel
can you decipher mine
can you feel what I feel
grasp what you may,
I cannot promise you tomorrow, only today..
and with that - we yearn for a way
an insight to our lives
gained through heartache and pain
so I ask again
do you feel what I feel
my lover, my mother, my lord and my friend
whichever you are
may you enrich
may you seed and sow
with the tears of the rain
from above and down below
for all is known in the shade of light
the shade of light will shine bright
on the promised night
but only for you
and those who hold the truth
insight
ME Sep 2013
Dhruva
situated in the tail
it causes the moon, sun, and stars to turn round
for all the celestial luminaries are in fact bound
who himself,
is seated in its heart
Dhruva
his adoration of the lord of the world
shines in the tail
Upon the sun depends this world
be attentive, and you shall hear
In what manner the world depends upon the sun
ME Mar 2014
I dream of you
To look me in the eye
So I don't feel shy
I dream of you
Maybe if I was an alcoholic
I could make love to the drinks but
Now I'm out
Thanks for the offer
Lady of the night
I will dream of you
Tonight,
Lady of the night
ME Jul 2013
Need unwinding, cause my friend
you are bound to tight
by your own self-right
you want to see it all
but miss it, cause you run till you fall
so please do this for me
take a break, stop, look up and see
everything can be
exactly what you want it to be
so dream high and fly free
ME Oct 2013
By the hand of the cursed you walk together
You walk together, but feel alone
Together at home alone

Designed to fight the deepened thought
Provoked to object but over what ?
Independence is taught but cast away
Thoughts slip away
Deceived by
Repetition of what they say
Understand little or none at all
Knowing but inable
Ignorance before the fall

Pride is genderless
Learn to swallow
What made you whole is now hollow
There is no fight in indifference
There is nothing but in ignorance
Balance is key
But we
Are locked
ME Nov 2013
When the red wooden floor
Meets the white cold wall
And the wheel in the ceiling hears my call
The bottle on the broken brown table
Listen to the stories of a broken mans fable

And I call and I call
But nobody answers
And I call and I call
But nobody hears

Staring down the ashtray
Looking for answers
Through the ash of yesterday
The candle and it's fire stirs
Emotions of a soul that I can't remember
It's lost and it's late november

And I call and I call
But nobody answers
And I call and I call
But nobody hears

Everbody's calling and it dissappears
Drowned in the voices and the tears
Hidden from plain sight, but oh so real

And I call and I call
But nobody answers
And I call and I call
But nobody hears
ME Jul 2013
They erupt of jealousy
cause they love their life
in pity
they have never seen
true beauty
never could
appreciate it all
what I want to be
what I want to see
will always be of hope
with happiness chasing me
not the other way around
never be caught up
following others
never search to be found
when you have a road of your own
why walk down
the road of another ?
prejudice and people
cursed by seeing
their way as the right way
Its just not for me
I dont mind
being alone
but I mind
being sorrounded by
ones who seems to think
they are the universe
prejudice and people
it gets old
real fast
you know
ME Jul 2013
Of the words I speak come nothing
Of the words I read come nothing
Of the words I write come you
For you are me
And I am you
We are that which we are
For without one could the other not be
Trapped or hidden, Tortured or forgiven
To the world in which we cannot see
With no regard for We is living
Of war and religion - In square and triangle
Of light and darkness
We are the One
Of One comes all
That which is light come from that which is dark
You can only become something by being the contrary
Opposites by law
For one cannot become something he already is
Being is existence and essence it's core
ME Oct 2013
Shadow killer swimming in midnight oil
I got two reasons to interrupt so listen up
You gotta come up with a better solution
Pray your night is long cause I see the reason
You run from everything
I see through your skin
Just another tragedy waiting to come
On the back of your life and all thats wrong
They all wanna go
They all wanna know
They all wanna show
How their life makes more sense than yours

No need to hide in that airtight disguise
Attempting to please what you dont need
Desire is the dying kind the unloved breed
In a killers mind theres always something to feed
Honesty and the justice league
Nothing but a childs fantasy
Lost but who can see
Out of the tainted windows in this theater of travesty
Unresolved, unloved, unkind
The (D)evil hides in your mind
Disguised at yourself
The angel you love is the devil himself

There goes a little to a lot
The road is blue and the heart is dark
But you will travel through the black and find your way
Its not a matter of lust
But a sway of the arrow and a fire in your heart
Let love be the sacrifice and drink up your remedy
God knows it's life
To make the best of rest, when you ain't got nothing left
To sing and to shiver
To send and deliver
Where there is a will there is a way
And no words can change
The dreams you live inside
And angels descend upon your hand
What you show I can understand
ME Oct 2013
Iron dinosaurs eat all living things
Tearing it up by it's roots
Chewing it up and spitting it out
Digesting nothing but destruction

Iron dinosaurs are ruthless
Coldblooded to the core
Wired in effeciency and primal in need
Descendants of the lizard king
Living for the chaos of all things
Available for the shiny things
and with a complimentary discount too

Iron dinosaurs
The stonemaker's creation
Yearn for a place to adore
The bonehead collectors
To abruptly reshape the trampled mold
To form it with maximum precision
and in spirit level
The last letter of the book will contain the wisdom of the path the world took
Paradise or destruction
One will not have seen the other
And cannot distinguish the two
Where we are now
Depends on the eyes that look
ME Dec 2013
Hello
My words hit the floor
Crashed by the weight of the world
Gravity claims a victim once more
Hello
The needle pierce the thread
The veil is dropped
By the hammers head
Hello
Sharp pencils draw the line
Visibly tainted by the shore
Every action over time
Hello
Point of no return
Burden of the word
Mistaken once heard
Hello...
ME Aug 2013
I went to war and though my heart said no
The general screamed I had to go
I cried as I left my family
Went out to hear the cannons roar
Much louder than anything I heard before
When in war
All you dream of is peace
So why do we fight
When we could be free instead
ME Jan 2014
There is nothing more moving, than the collected greatness of honorable men and women, whom are both loyal and dedicated in standing by what is; Just, right and fair.
M.E.
ME Aug 2013
You wont loose a thing
yet you fear you’ll lose it all
and then you do
because
what you think is what you
become
and what you do is
the truth
so fear not my darling
lets take it all as it
comes
one day at a time
and the days will fly
for you
ME Dec 2013
A storm is coming
Everybody fears
They close their eyes
And lie

They hide in denial
Oppression rise
A storm is coming
From inside

A storm is coming
Everybody fears
The noise so loud
But no ones there
-
As leaves that shiver
You had it all
You let it wither
The tide grows high
And no ones there
To see your eyes
To wave goodbye
ME Oct 2013
Who says we can't catch the train running down the hill from our childhood mountain

Watch the snow melt and the rain fade away

Been so afraid of letting go, I have played pretend, guarded my heart from the sticks and stones and felt so alone
your only really happy in company.

The world is racing and your hanging on
The world is racing and you leave yourself behind
The world is racing and your catching up
but you need more time

Spring is breaking, and the old world wastes away, giving food to bottomfeeders, and those that need more than us
We are all reborn and with every season comes another you

Frozen in the cold, the streets are mean, eating your icecream, throw your trash underneath the stars and get in your car, and you leave it all a mess
ME Jul 2013
Standing still
frozen
on the tracks
it’s cold and I can't relax
I can see my breath but I’m
barely breathing, can’t feel the air
stuck in a twilight zone
but I dont know where
train is a’comin'
I can see the light
whats going to happen to me
after tonight ?

Still frozen tracks
relax, I’m air
where light comes in
I dissapear cause
I’m nowhere near
death my dear
live to be free
or live in fear
your breath is a gift
take in the air
the purpose is unclear
it's a journey so
live to live
my dear
ME Feb 7
Do you ever feel like you run as fast as you can
But you are getting nowhere?
Turn that frown, upside down
and switch it all around
Go somewhere and do it slow
Breathe out and enjoy the flow

Life is full of surprises
It has it’s up’s and downs
Twists and turns
And while you might feel, you didn’t get the chance to blink twice
Embrace the surprise
Embrace Life

Whether you are looking to create a new setting
Or get a new frame for rediscovery
To extend your courtesy in a different country
Or just spend a little more time with your family

We save the date
Save a game
Save our tears
Save our planet
Save up
For you

It could be a road trip with your partner
In a new place
In a new car
But always
In the color of love

Remember who you were
Remember where you are going
And who you want to be
This is your journey
This is your destiny
ME Jul 2013
The pizza gave me foodpoisioning
The casino took my money
The beer, wine and *****
Gave me a headache
The chocolate made me fat
The cigarette made me cough
I know it all
Don't need the law
To tell me I'm wrong
She stole my heart
How I love this life
ME Oct 2013
...The record is set on Blues Control, and they drive it all the way home
ME Jun 2014
I don't wanna be in vain
I don't wannabe

Shield yourself
from the arrows
That aim for your heart

Stay true to the cause
Your here now
And time is running out

Don't wanna be in vain
Don't wannabe

All emotion evades me
Can't find the reason
Can't find that love
To believe is treason
Of my heart

Holding on to the
Darkness that roams
Fear of the light
Keeps me searching the night

Facing my fears
Gone towards the light
Holdin' my tears
Your hands on my ears
My hands in the fire
Tears burn
And the liar's right

No one's in sight
On a train to the end
Thats right
Gone with the wind
Alright
Never comprehend
The fear that tied your life
And now your gone

Descend the darkness
That you keep inside
Cloud your vengeance
In a ray of light
Demons shelter the sickness
That grows and won't take flight

Vicious and cunning
You twist my words into something
I never said

Made up assumptions
Stories and conjunctions
The truth is fiction to you
And the lies move on
And the lies stand strong
ME Oct 2013
Heart divided by hand
The sword guilty of war
A million grains in a glass of sand
Time changes
Not mankind
ME Jun 2014
My heart to the sunken of the sea
Iron forged by fear of our enemy
The gates remain closed
Selective choices of knowledge
The neophyte thrives
By own choice
To keep the eye blind
The age of enlightenment
For which they fought and died
Now perish in drought
To deny your shame
Before there was someone to blame
Those hidden in shadows fighting change
Now there is only conformity and denial of pain
It's easier to hide from the sorrow and enjoy the miniscule futile fleet from reality
Tomorrow it will have grown
But not by much
Not enough to affect the ones you love and trust
So what does it matter if we deal with it or not
Not bound by morals or a guilty conscience
When awareness has been forcefully stopped
Deprivation is the key
I hope you sleep tight
And dream sweet dreams

Death in the gutter
Children soldiers mutter
Another life taken
Blood drops painting
Souls of the lost
Suicide watch
The cutters edge
As needles breathe
Life to death
ME Oct 2013
A burning cup of whatever it is, I care not
I held the kid in my hands and felt the shackles emerge
The tower with the seven sides, leaves no place to hide and only space to jump
As the eagles claws on the burning and downright chilling hillside, in the desert town of birds & nests
Nobody's left, no bodies left, no buddies, left, know Buddy's left ?
Isolation, Extinction, Direction & Information

Turrets jump out of the trees
Young men staring emptily  awaiting orders begging for something to distract
The education of destruction, for which they have been bred,  in a way so cleverly hid
A chance none stands, to get a life is to take a life and here I stand, baby in hands,
Am I making my sacrifice ?
ME Jul 2013
The streets
         In the night
The curb
         Standing by
The sign saying
         “Come on in”
The man
         Looking for a hit
The dance
         Will begin
The knife
          Looking for a partner
In the night


The streets after midnight
burning hearts like oil in Iraq
the dark hour seething in
trees won’t flourish in the cold
on the pavement what is dead is gold
“Life not welcome”
is what we’re sold
parked by the curb
weapons, drugs, spirits and more
always looking for the next beating
heart to obscure
walk on to the bar next door

Standing by
emergency room
the sign saying
“emergency exit”
what will it be
the choice is yours
“come on in”
“what will it be”, bartender says
thinking to yourself
what amount of beating can my soul take today
the man greeting you
with a silent nod
you don’t speak to the dead
anybody’s number could be up
everybody’s drinking their shot
looking for a hit that brings life back
drinking just to feel a pulse again

Quiet you can hear the silence killing them
lonely cause they can’t share the dance
life is nothing but tragedy and romance
you hear them drown in the glass
nothing new can start before the storm has passed
nothing new will begin unless you take a chance
burned child do not play with fire
grown men do not believe in love
sitting in a bar, downing a shot,
drowning the need for love
never grow up

The answer is painfully clear
blurred mind is painfully aware
slowly finding their way back
stumbling home from the dark and into the light
embracing the knife that took their innocence
forgiving past sins
looking for a partner once again
next time you pass by that old sign
you walk on by
cause there is no one saying “come on in”
there is no warmth, no comfort, no you
there is nothing there
leaving behind is starting something new
everything is clear
walking with purpose
something bigger than you
you will never walk in vain
in the night again
ME Aug 2013
I got appetite of life and I’m never full
It makes me high even though the view is blue
Some things are dreary and that’ll always be true
Its never hate when its you
Pathetic tries in dire times
Oh wont you stop those demands
And won’t you please dissatisfy your mind
No false reason, no drama season
Just see it through
Nothing is wrong with me and all is wrong with you
You see me as wrong and that’s why its you
When all you do is right, it’s wrong!
ME Jul 2013
I shy away from the ridiculous
I take another form
One more serious
I despise the closed eyes
Laughing while others cry
A typical way of ignoring the distant
I am not opposed to happiness or joy
I am opposed to actions that work against the freedoms we enjoy
The unappreciative mentality of ‘don’t live there, don’t care”
While we donate once a year, post it on facebook and say:
“Look at me, here, here, here”
We donate a day of our lives every year
To remove our guilt
for a two hour show on tv
That we don’t watch to watch anyway
Pathetic
That’s what I say!
ME Oct 2013
Singing in the middle of the night
When I walk home with no street light
In the cold, with my smoke in my hand
I keep warm, trying not to slip
Singing in the middle of the night

Singing in the middle of the night
And the naked trees is the only audience I see
I move mechanically as I hold the beat
The heat spreading from my soul
Give movement to my toes
Singing in the middle of the night

Singing in the middle of the night
For the snow and the leaves  
I break the ice beneath my feet
I crack open a connection
Singing in the middle of the night
ME Oct 2013
June disciples left behind
A victim of the music with a squeeze of lime
Undressed and obsessed by the guilt of milk
History faires by those refusing to think
Hear ! Hear ! The paper's roar..
Hear ! Hear ! Let's watch them fall..
Divided Kingdom
Obscene economists guide the hands
Whack their tail and point to blame
Exterminated lights with a color once so bright
Future future on the wall
Can you tell us what's in store
Slash Space
Slash Space
Slash Space
ME Jul 2013
Slave to the system
And under control
And I can’t stand it
No I can’t handle it
Tell me where to be and when to be the there
Who to be and what works best for me

But hey – they don’t even know me
Do they know my name ?
I’m just another number
Just another slave
And I’m under control

Let me tell you what to do
Let me control you
Follow my lead and I’ll give you exactly what you need
I place the greatest seed in your mind
Make you forget space and time
No more standing in line

Welfare checks made-out like crime
Standing stuck in the unemployment line
Double-check punishment
Cause you don’t try
Hard enough, life’s tough
So don’t you cry
When they kick you down
Layin’ in line

Do they know my name ?
Im Just another number
Just another slave
And I’m under control
ME Dec 2013
I will see them later
Riding the streets of glory
Beyond these darkened waters
Where all that is holy

In Stonehell & Heavenmill
The shadows are gone
No rock and no water and no one to tell
Time stands still
And you can't hear them yell
In Stonehell & heavenmill

Chewing with no teeth in the pits of glowing coal
There sits the old tortured soul
Of the man I used to be
Risen like the phoenix from the ashes of bones

In Stonehell & Heavenmill
The shadows are gone
No rock and no water and no one to tell
Time stands still
And you can't hear them yell
In Stonehell & heavenmill

I'm bound for my city
Bound to my destiny
Following the sound
Left by the trail of the grace I bleed
Following fast on the path
Leading to the home of me
The direction is gone and so is the sun I used to see

In Stonehell & Heavenmill
The shadows are gone
No rock and no water and no one to tell
Time stands still
And you can't hear them yell
In Stonehell & heavenmill
T
ME Oct 2013
T
Once there was a lady and a man, they had a son, T.
T was a good kid. some would say he was their highlight of the day, T would make others feel warm, when it was cold, he would assist when a serious talk was needed, he was very young, as if reborn when he woke up, but they could tell he was an old soul.

Now, as T grew older, and his parents grew old alongside him, they had a harder and harder time, controlling T. One day, wrongfully disciplined, not digested and not tasted, T went nuts. Like all teenagers, this old soul, had so much anger towards the generation before him, for all their injustice and wrongdoing, T exploded, his cup ran over, and spilled all over.. His parents was burned, they could'nt understand how he could be so angry with them, that he would want to hurt them, but T did'nt care, he had to let them know how he felt, that from everything nice he has ever done, he would not sit and watch them drink all the wrong things down..

T, decided to leave home, and have a distanced relationship, as all T's has too, because even though something is very good, it can also hurt you, and that is why you have to be careful when drinking T(ea) and raising T(eens)..
ME Oct 2013
I am the beast
I steal your dreams
I make you mediocre
I get you to blend in
Because my world is colorless

I am the beast
I give you a job
I numb you down
I put you on hold
And in the slaughter line
I watch you suffer speachlessly

I am the beast
Cold and unknown, yet a beast
I live in all of you
I speak through all of you
And in your betterfelt sickness
You think you can shun me
But I live in everything
ME Oct 2013
I don't like it !

Seriously, there's nothing all that great about it
It's all been seen, heard and done before
Everybody uses elaborate words to flaunt their knowledge in a field where intelligence is merit
Everybody uses dumbed down banalities to come across as the everyman, being outrages, yet funny
A cliché of a cliché
Oh' what a great life, but not really !

The newest installment of this comes as no surprise
In todays paper of "ordinary boring", we are presented with the two new buzzwords of the day;
Positivity and Health
Have you run a marathon yet ?
Are you a negative influence on your work place ?
Guide: How to ignore the painful truth and create fake energy
Is there anything more pathetic than every person in the world lying to themselves.
If it's not the blatant ignorance of; world hunger, personal problems, true opinions, it's lying to everybody around you.

You hate that dress ! You think that he's pathetic ! You know **** well what you like, so don't refer to me as if you know what I want, think or need !

A dishonest world is the observer's nightmare
The observer's nightmare is a dishonest world
Observe Dishonest World
World Observe Dishonest
Dishonest World Observe
Which came first and how can it ever change ?

I dislike the pretty words, I dislike the sentiment of "good" and "nice", because I understand that it will not bring something new, a change or move anything or anyone. Sometimes to get better, you have to get bad, and even that is ignored, to obtain the status quo of that which will never remain.
What is the point ?

True emotion, true feelings, truth in general is good.
The naked, ugly, discarded, frantic, ******, irresponsible, amputated and lonely truth.
TRY IT !
ME Sep 2013
Bowing into submission for the glory of a previous age, negating the present and future in the hollow name of pride.*

Once there was a country, “oh, what *******”, surely you must be thinking, yet, there once was a country. I will tell you about this country, though it shall remain the Unnamed Stand Alone. Like a woman you just met, she just told you her name, but while she was busy spelling out Candy, you were already hiking.

This country. The country of which, Candy was part. How else could you trail her glorious hills and conquer the mountaintop? Aside from the mountain this country offered a lot of things, it was the sole presenter of Liberty and Justice. Everything: bigger, better, stronger, sexier, bigger, better, bigger, better. It was downright incredible, the sheer greatness of this god destined country was the sheer wealth and population, given the road to finance and expend both men and material to the never-ending war, in their backyard, a cemetery of countrymen, all dying for different causes; freedom, revenge, rights, justice, money, territory, sovereignty, fear or even hope. Who knows why anybody fights anybody, did the past generation say the same, were they also innocent bystanders, not unlike ourselves, perhaps not so innocent, perhaps, neither are we, perhaps.

Where as all things were, and all things are, we have one constant; War. Ah yes, how delightful. Bombs, planes, guns and tanks. Bloodbaths and murders on women and children, from both sides of all participating spectrums, but who cares right. From pillage to plunder we came, to … to… Well to what exactly have we come? A highly developed, super organized, black budgeted mega state who controls its own, dominates the rest and yet continues to **** and ******, pillage and plunder. All a necessary evil to take charge of the wondrous and constantly elusive freedom.

Ah yes, freedom, such a nice word, it should ring bells in utopia and the city of dreams. Perhaps freedom is the country where those reside, who knows, maybe the doctor, then again, he might put you on prescription pills, what do you do? Run? Stay? Get an abortion? Good luck Candy, Yes oh yes, freedom, justice, revenge, money, whatever the cause might be, I am sure glad that there are no black clouds since the war was won, at least till the next one pops up, like a casino ad on the internet, “Never mind the old war son, the new one has begun”; ‘Aah, the soothing words of my faux grandpa – the old man on the corner named Bill, an old hippie who watched Nixon push the national guard on those hippy ****. It was only natural, not to mention in the name of.. of.. What name was it in again? I forget, so do you I guess?

Now, where were we? The Mojave dessert, this sure is some funky stuff, I just wish we had more of that snow, now we’re all wearing… Wait, wrong story there.

Aha, back on track, sometimes this machine bents me all out of shape, it’s as if I don’t recognize my own voice when I listen to the things I say, I could blame the T.V. but its my friend, I just wished it sometimes would tell me about the dumb **** I am about to ‘say, see or do’, but it doesn’t, like a real friend. Instead of going running, we hang out. Instead of eating at the table, I eat with TV, come to think of it, I see TV, Sleep TV, Think TV, Buy TV, Consume TV, heck I even Live TV, “Man TV, our relationship has really grown to become this weird ****** up thing, and I never noticed”, how about that.

So, while the wars go on, and the presidents are replaced with never, more appealing actors than their predecessors, me and the all unnamed home-grown sit and await the coming boom, the presentation of yet another, more devastating weapon than the one before. For fun I go see Candy, or TV.  We wait till the fight is over, to celebrate whatever we are fighting for and our victory, blissfully ignorant of the fact that we just robbed someone else of exactly that. Bent out of shape,
With no real family, other than the strange old man, who seems to understand down on the corner.
I guess its because he’s the only one who’s been here long enough who actively remembers to forget and not forget to remember like the rest. It is for these reasons, but not those alone, that I beg of the land I have once known, to get to your senses, reclaim the power, don’t believe the man in the suit for he is not one of ours, he is not; A man of the faceless crowd
ME Jun 2014
The Hour Glass
Flossed on the inside
Clear on the outside
Impossible to change
Redirecting the sense of time
Unbewildered to it's loss
Connects the dots of past and present
A weathered feather
A fallen leaf
A dying flower
You and me
ME Jul 2013
The mad man
Lives his life the best he can
Choose and abuse like the rest of them
Never was apart of them
Looking for a way out
But where to begin ?

The mad man & the rest of them
Never was apart of them
Illusion of reality
And now it’s gone again
World changed in the name of sin
Looking for a way out
But where to begin ?
The mad man & the rest of them

And when it all comes down to it
You know there are many who are mad
Lets go mad together
And create our own reality
The way its supposed to be
A world created by you and me

Look around
Do you like what you see ?
Looking for a way out
But where to begin ?
I think I’ll follow
The mad man & the rest of them
ME Jul 2013
You see women, I see commodity
**** its *****
It's like Coca Cola
It''s a commodity and everybody likes it
I'm a **** ***** and you can **** it
Get on your knees!
Do I have cane in my car?
Answer me
Do I have a cane in my car?
Yes
Does it make me a ****?
...
It could
ME Oct 2013
The heartfelt and joyus opera blowing out of her chest
Throws me to the ground, tears flow and I can't rest
The innocence of the pill, makes us love harder with no reason to doubt
We are free
We are holding hands
We are tonight
The higher supreme of your being radiates like an answering machine, continuing to ask me, to please you, by a message from me
I can't control the jump and flow, moving from my hips,
My thighs, my lips, and I kiss you !
The horn section so induced by the grooves, that they ask us not to move, cause they can't play in the shadow of our love
They last a little, we last so long
Enchanted and romantic
Lets sing them our song
And dance the whole night long
Like every beat to a drum, there is a constant going on, as they sun steps down to sleep, the moon Sweeps the light at our feet, and we dance the whole night long
One beat of love replaced by a new one, and with every dawn, there is place for you
Right here with me, where you belong
ME Feb 2014
It's not like I don't have fear
Everybody has it
A dog will chew at anything atleast once
Am I right ?
Fear's, such a odd little number
Hard to tell if it's big or small
Hell' hard to tell,
Hard to tell
In any case
We all got it;
The itch. The nerve. The pound. The sweat.
Christ, thats what make us human
Ain't it ?

Fear;
Hard to place and hard to put a face on
Comes in all shapes and sizes
With quirks, smirks and from the corners of eyes
Fear; What a great name!
For a ghost. A masterful evader. A mist within

It can tear up; Nations, Governments, Bataljons, Squads, Relationships and the individual in it's very self.

It's a play on the thought !
Don't think ?
What an impossible thought !
Or think ?
What if...

Fear is a name of your most worthy opponent
The arch enemy
The nemesis
Fear is the name you give yourself
when you feel like you arelosing control

I want you to **** fear and give yourself this name, because this name is the exact same;
Except for the fact,
that the choice about how to take,
what is about to inflict pain or love
unto you and your fate,
was decided by you and you alone,
by the power you have and hold
I dub you: Bravery
ME Jul 2013
As I smell the wet concrete
With the rain pouring
I forget how to be
Forget how to think
All I see is rain
Every thought lies in every single drop
And it all so
Simple
One sided
And so I can relax
Releasing anxiousness
Alone
Only waiting to relapse
Once the rain has passed
I will disappear
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