Alone with my thoughts
Scary and dark,
The abyss is calling
filled with sharks.
As I sit on the balcony
Looking aloft
I Smiled at sky
And then I jumped off.

With line and hook
You reeled me in.
You
Promised me this
You
Promised me that
Overwhelmed by
Your beauty
In awe I sat.
I was bewitched
I succumbed to
Your way
From this path I
Did not stray.
The warmth of
Your loving,
Kind words to
My ears
I followed you
Blindly for seventy years
I worshipped you
We held hands
and we died,
Now in our grave
We lay
Side by side.

Alone and cold
Cannot sleep
Depression dark
The abyss so deep.
Stare into space
Heartbeat so slow
Static emotions
With nowhere to go.
Outlook bleak
Memories gone
No more music
No more song.
Time slides away
Into day and night
Body collapsing
With no more fight.
Is this the end

Friday night
We Uncorked
A bottle of wine,
We drank
Flesh upon flesh
Loving was fine
In the hours of
Darkness the
Sun did shine.
I was yours
And you were mine.
She fell asleep
I had warmth
In my heart
Then she let rip
With one stinky ****.

Im not running
Im walking away
I’ve made my mind up
I shall not stay.
I shall go with my
Head held high
Because i will
still love you
Till the day I die.
I will not let in hate
I’ve already shut that gate,
I step out into the future
Unaware what
life I shall live
Hoping you will
see in your
Heart one day
to forgive.
I know wherever I roam
Without you my love
I shall always be alone.

You want me
To do this
You want me
To do that
Clean the car
Feed the cat.
You put stickers
On the fridge door
Like do the washing up
And clean the floor.
I got to put the bins out
On a certain day
I work twenty four seven
And you want all my pay.
This is not fair
l do love you
But a one sided arrangement
Just will not do
You can keep the cat
And the house too
Im out of here
Can’t live life like
this Im totally through.

Long legged *****
In a black dress
I lust after you
I do confess.
You are a minefield
A conundrum at best
A total enigma
Just full of zest.
I walk the sidewalk
Just by chance
Hoping upon hope
To get a glance.
I know Im still in
My teenage years
But I can still dream
Of you my dear.