all of a sudden, i've got a lot to
say
and not an ear to speak
into

But at the same token,
I just need you to remember this
and that
and everything before and after this,
'cause for some reason I keep disremembering
our first days and the few ones between then and
the end.

You are so happy
it is suffocating
me

why
can i not
be okay with myself

i'll let you do what you do
as long as you promise to do it well