we only ever call God's name in vain.
everyone's just killing themselves
around here, and I'm just cursing
his name and the choir's just singing hymns
of his blessing in intermission and I'm
just waiting for them to take a break
so that I can put on a show, we only ever
call His name when we've returned back
to the show. everyone's just killing themselves
around here and I'm just waiting *waiting.

it's six
and i'm still
swiggin'-
where've
I gone
wrong

I'm doing
better
than I
did.

I did do
better
then I
am.

tomorrowwon'tcomefastenough

in the cracks of my mind
rests, bunnies fibered by
dust and flecks of gold.