marina

marina Dec 2013

11:09

what was real at the start
doesn't matter any more;
in the end, we're all
imaginary

i'm very upset right now oh man

marina Dec 2013

.

i am tired of being
scared to fight for
what i want, but i
am too tired of
being rejected
to fight for
you.

does this make any sense? idk, i'm sad

marina Dec 2013

gentle

i think maybe i only love you because
you're older, because you have large hands
that have held more than mine ever will

(or maybe it is because instead of choosing to
hold the world, you chose to hold me)

marina Dec 2013

you **** me in a good way

have you ever loved
someone so much it
hurts? i can't explain
to you what it's like
but i hope one day
you can love me the
same

(and i hope you love the feeling)

marina Dec 2013

[if, of course, you still wanted]

my street has been
dark for a while, but
now that there are
lights on every porch,
this neighborhood feels
a lot less empty
and i've been thinking that
maybe it'd be okay now
for you to come
home

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marina Nov 2013

i wish i could be more

i was not meant to run
through fire or hold
stars in my hands, but
my fingers are calloused
from trying.

marina Nov 2013

i am not afraid

do not worry - you
will not be the
first to die; when
you lie down
you will not be
alone.

instead you
will watch the stars
with cleopatra
or quite possibly a
king.