My hands are shaking
And my nerves are shot
My whole body is quaking
And my heart's in a knot.
I need a quick release,
For some dopamine to flow.
I need to make some peace
And I needed it long ago.
So now I'm just blowing smoke,
Lips wrapped around a cigarette.
I'm out here going broke
But I feel no regret.
I'm spending all I got
Burning through packs.
I'm so **** distraught
And I just can't relax
Till the nicotine kicks in
And the smoke pours out.
I keep on giving in
Cause I just can't do without.

I am just fine... not.
I am the daughter who is fighting her depression.
I am the friend who is trying to show compassion.
I am the stranger who is sitting there with a horrendous expression.
I am the victim that raves with passion.

I am the child who was molested.
I am the person who can't confess it.
I am the human that craves death.
I am sitting on the devils bed.

So, yeah, you could say I am doing alright,
but in reality I'm not.
I am just a child, scared and true.

love may bleed red, but passion bleeds blue
passion is what conects, me and you

keeps us strong, for a eternal bond
lets us see, our rights and wrongs
holds us close, and hides our fears
makes us want, to count the endless years

makes me smile, and makes me melt
with this passion, it doesnt matter what cards where delt
cause im here now, and here for good
so hold me tight, like you should

for the passion, and for the cheer
dont let go, because inlove is here

Passion drives us to great heights and achievements
The passion drawn from the ****** position
The will to survive to take our first breath, to know life
The passion that lingers and stills the heart for a moment
To stand and stare at the passing wild flower
Passion shared by two in the throes of ****** hunger
That connects and binds and twines beings into one
Passion so felt within a heart
will make a simple person extraordinary

Passion to live beyond, just over the line
Taking risks, taking chances
Passion to love, to live, to dance, to eat, to laugh, to cry, to feel
Passion makes the difference
Between the millionaire and the pauper
Passion – everyone has it
It’s whether you want to use it or save it for later!

In the depths of my body
there is a yearning deep
in my soul.

Depths so deep
empty and dark
where are you?

In the depths of my
mind you are there
yet really your not!

Calling and Calling
I try to reach you
I yearn for your touch
your body so close to mine

Yet in the depths
of my soul I can
not find.......
YOU

and yet, lies may be the most
beautiful thing we have
that remains lovely in its entirety

Is it strange
How the lies
That once burned my throat
Now taste like honey?