and so….
deep in my heart
there is always that search
to reach that existing inaccessible place
oh, that sweet pain of knowing and missing

yes, I am satisfied
but I also have my dreams
of heavenly freedom in this earthly existence

who can lend me wings
to fly gracefully through clouds,
to be transparent …………………….
to be only light
to be just the one I am meant to be
in a limitless world

© Marialenn 2013

you are wiped out now, heartbroken
and as long as there still is that chattering in your head
you know that you will find only hurt
and never the so longed for peace
yes you know

and though feelings like electricity running
through your vains, they only cause you pain
and you seem frozen
ice cold and almost transparent in your grieve
oh, so hard to see

breath my friend breath this life
and I promise you it will ease the pain
breath my friend breath and breath
and believe things will be better in the end

will you take this please from a very sincere friend……

© Marialenn 06/02/2014

you enwrapped me
with your big smile

breathless I am
a defeated witch

why oh why
did God make you so beautiful

© Marialenn 2014  31/05/2014

loving you was an impuls
but it became eternity

© Marialenn 2014

I hate to say
that I miss you
come on
come home baby
my tears are pearls sinking
into the deep
while washing away your sins.

© Marialenn 2014

Heaven on fire
Copper-colored blanket
Over a dark land

© Marialenn 2013

Working
night and day
acidified muscles
curved fingers
being
in resistance

a state of
complaining
the tongue
swollen
painful red
blistered

too much
antibiotics
killing the scream
for liberation
the big bang of life
is suffocated

existence
on mother's breast
or
being bathed by amniotic fluid
doing the best
to avoid the pain of birth

maternally
no disclosure.

© 2014 Marialenn