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 Oct 2013 Mariah Tulli
mia
Marijuana
 Oct 2013 Mariah Tulli
mia
Grind it
Pour it
Twist it
Lick it
Light it
Inhale it
Swallow it
Exhale it
Share it
Feel it
Finish it
Adore it
I saw you

Unseen

I tasted you

In dream

I laughed at you

On me

Here's to you

I scheme
 Aug 2013 Mariah Tulli
-
***** makes me high,
But his words take me *higher
.

I'm
      so
         lost
              in
                the
        
                    want,
                            need,
                                   desire.

The thought of him drives me insane,
But in the sweetest way.

He makes me want the best,
The worst and the ultimate,
The rough, the passionate,
The fast, the slow,
The intimate.

He makes me want it all,
The greatest kick,
The greatest high,
The greatest fix,
Even the tragic.

Going...

                     I
                         n
                              s
                                 a
                                     n
                                         e

He's the adrenaline I want,
Making the blood pump faster,
Through my tiny veins.

He's the sugar rush I need,
To satisfy the hunger,
Which I'm trying to feed.

My heart is nothing without it's beat,
Just like I am nothing without him.
My soul is nothing without it's glow,
Just like my heart is nothing without his love.

I sound obsessed. Like a child in a candy store.
I guess he's my addiction. I keep wanting more.

Tragic lover, yes.
Something he loves.

Wouldn't mind giving a bit of everything,
As long as he's the one receiving.

I feel like a princess gone bad.
And I need a prince,
To put me back in my place,
If that even makes sense.

Not sure why I'm saying all this.
I guess I'm just so tragic,
And guess what?
He likes it.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Let’s do something illegal.
Close your eyes and make
believe we are 15.
Bills and rent. The law.
What is all that anyway?
Can we get so lost
on the beaten path
that there is nothing left
to do but find ourselves?

Let’s sneak into the stadium
with our shwag and make shift
pipe in hand. Then
make love
like we even know
what that means.

Baby make me feel
young and reckless.
Teach me how to be
punk rock, and
flip the bird to
our oppressors.

Remember when
the whole world was against us
and didn’t pretend to be with us?
Remember when
we used to know everything?
Remember when
we were young and reckless,
and had a love that only
the innocent can posses?
Remember when
we were 15?

Baby, let’s do something illegal.
Thanks for the read. Please let me know how I could make it better.
 Jul 2013 Mariah Tulli
-
Darling
 Jul 2013 Mariah Tulli
-
There's a space that will never be filled
because you are not here
and I should smile
like you'd want me to
but I'll be honest
I feel lost without you
every day is a nightmare
and I'm scared that we'll never meet again
can't pretend like I don't care
I'd rather drown in my pretty tears
without your smile to brighten my day
then I'll never feel okay again
wishing you could be here
to take this pain away
help me see light
even when I'm stuck
in the darkness
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Mariah Tulli
-
I can hardly stand it
Can barely take it
Still, I take a breath
Hoping that'll fix this
But it won't
Nothing will
I stand here
Trying my best
To not make a big deal
Out of it all
But it's hard, you know
Letting **** spread online
Hearing lie after lie after lie
This, that, seriously stop
Or I'll make your heart rate






D
R
O
P
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Jul 2013 Mariah Tulli
Vivian
I'm jealous
of every girl that gets to find you
like I did
and gets to
experience
being
swept off her feet
like you did for me

It makes my stomach hurt
because there will be
no man
like you
in my life
again

I'm not saying I want you back
I'm not.
I'm saying that I'm jealous
of every girl
who gets to be yours
and has the sense to enjoy it
while she can
before she fabricates
faults
in her mind

know I still care
 Jul 2013 Mariah Tulli
-
A few years ago, I remember when
I lost myself and
fell into a severe depression
I struggled getting out of bed
my mind was full of thoughts
most of them were
of suicide

I always smiled
through the pain
but there were times
that my mood crashed
to the point of no return
as I felt the tears falling
making my eyes burn
as I went up to look
at my reflection
but all I could see was a lost person
a person trying to find herself
as well as regain her emotional strength
to fight those terrible thoughts in her head
and put all that struggle to rest

there are still times where I fall apart
crying myself to sleep
but I am still trying
to make a full
recovery
© Natali Veronica 2013.

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