Cold morning water lip
Straight-------- swallow---- bury me
Bury
Secret, knowing, secret
How clean can she be?
Break me simply
Break me soon
Find me out
Oh, it’s here
No fool, she can’t change it
I cannot, I will not
Go crazy
With love
For you

The one thing you want, the one thing I crave incessantly
Will never happen
So what the **** are we doing here?
Braiding each other’s lost subtleties into something no one wants to see
But us

Free
Fast
Falling
*****

In a dream I shall feel
The wings of the world unfolding, and
Worlds spinning on the axis of mad journeys;
And the seas breaking turquoise, upon their rippled surface.

In the heart of the ears
I shall hear the shivering willows, dreaming their
Wood-smoke dreams, full of sap and  funneled sunlight;
Pierced by light for a thousand years

And the flowers sleeping nestled in stars;
Gathered in the deep, among the wood-thrushes,
In coagulated violet forests, all shadowed and dark:
And a whispered peace barely rustles this world.

I feel inner peace as I've never known
It's a feeling of contentment, a feeling of home
A comforting sensation of yellow and blue
It's warm and it's good, and it's all very new
I hope I can savor it, and protect it from harm
It's somehow so different, like mystical charm
If this is a dream , I don't want to wake up
I don't want the ribbon, I want the gold cup!
I've searched and I've searched and have finally found
What I thought out of reach can be mine safe and sound
It's not without struggle, and not without pain
But we can't enjoy sunshine , without feeling rain
I've seen all the yesterdays and look towards tomorrow
Without any regrets, without any sorrow
I'm free in my mind
I'm free in my soul
I've covered the shadow , and now I am  whole!

You said you knew the truth for me
And whispered it on the breeze
You opened up your heart to me
Then pushed me to my knees
You painted out a world for us
Full of sun and smiles
Then you put your words into reverse
and back-tracked several miles
You promised eternal friendship
Beyond all other ties
Your open mouth let snakes fall out
The serpents of your lies
I sent my dove over blackened seas
Olive branch in beak
You turned your back and walked away
So, which one of us is weak?