Please,
Take a day
Walk a mile in my shoes
Tell me how it is
Do you feel the pain or is it only me
Do you feel my soul being ripped out and forced to fake it's still there
Because I do
I feel it every second of everyday
So don't judge me
You don't know how I feel
Or how I walk

I don't like memories
Because the tears come easy
And once again I break
My promise to myself for this day
It's a constant battle
A war between remembering
And forgetting.

I slit my wrist to ease the pain,
you look at me, and think I’m insane,
my eyes turn red, bleeding my tears,
and still you try to protect me from my worst fears.
Look at my scars then you will see,
why I can’t seem to go around and fake happy,
yet you tell me you love me, that you’ll forget,
for I’ll soon be gone, and I’ll be your greatest regret.
So let me die, broken and scarred,
I can’t deal with life, it’s getting far too hard,
everything’s gone wrong, it’s not worth trying,
so leave me alone because I feel like I’m dying,
I don’t want you to worry,
because my life is ending in a hurry,
I’ll be fine, and happy you see,
for death is what I wished for and soon it will be.