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Maria Rodriguez Jun 2010
Is this how things should be?
Silence so loud it hurts
So much pain, that you can't feel it anymore
What's supposed to happen now?
where do we go from here?
Things have changed so much,
but everyone still acts the same
Shouldn't things be better
Isn't it supposed to be different
I'm so confused...

It should be simple
it should be over
make it stop
Please.. just,  just make it end
Maria Rodriguez May 2010
There is a hole in my chest
So dark and endless it frightens me
Will it, can it ever stop growing
Can it be filled, or fixed
Or will it leave me empty

I've found someone who can heal  me
Someone who makes me feel whole again
Can it be true

No, they were only creating their own hole
Leaving me empty and alone
I'm falling apart and can't be fixed
Do I even want to be fixed anymore
Do I want to be whole

There is nothing left of who I was...
These holes, they no longer matter
I no longer want to be complete
This popped in to my head while I was trying to sleep so I wrote it down and in the morning it didn't sound half bad so I decided to post it.
Maria Rodriguez May 2010
she fades to become no more
your savior, your queen
will you continue on
or will you now embrace that which you rejected for her
Darkness is no longer an idea
but an entity that will consume you
she is no longer there
nothing but memories
left to those who can not understand
will you continue
or will you embrace Darkness
through you she may live
your savior, your queen
make your choice
Darkness or Light
Darkness may take your pain but leave you empty
Light heal you to make memories sweet
choose
Maria Rodriguez Apr 2010
To be me ,the one that sees but is never seen
Lies or truth who can tell
Am I what they see or something more
someone calls, but they do not hear me cry out
Is this real or just my dream
pain means nothing
defeated once again by nothing
love, life, home, peace
does any of this exist
what does it mean
can this truly be what was meant for me

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