I have this feeling, I don't know if it's because I drank coffee at 9:00 pm or because I miss you or beacuse it's 3:19 in the morning and I have to wake up at six. I just know that you don't want me, I just know that you don't need me anymore, I just know that you ****** out the only thin ray of light that was left in me, I just know that you are feeling great now, and I'm feeling like ****. I'm sorry that I'm a complete **** up when it comes to relationships I'm sorry that I made you feel awful. I'm changing, for good, and I know that you won't take me back, but I'm not the way I was a year ago, I'm learning how to love. I know you won't take me back, I'm sorry.