I've closed enough doors
To leave the past behind

I know your feet are heavy
And your heart sinks to your stomach
With shaking hands that can't be held steady

When you've lost your way
And your mind is filled with dismay

Seek through the rummage
The ashes and dust that remind you
of regret and disgust

Close the door.

I'll remember the way you acted
Even though I try to burry it with the hatchet
I'll remember how little I felt inside
And the feeling of always being denied
The feeling of being broken and unwanted
Stranded, and forgotten
I'll remember this, when you come back
Expecting me to forget

You throw on this little act
That your a gent, and a man of class
When really you're a little boy with no morals
A coward who feeds off my horrors
Look at your wrist...
Glance at your viens...
An icey cold blue that makes you feel no pain
Or maybe the reason,
Why you feel no shame, in your pathetic ways
Your soul has gone cold
And your heart has died
Now a resting place, where the Devil lays and hides
I hope you're proud
Of what you've become
So cheers too you
And your ****** up way of "fun"

I let you go, I tried to shake you off
Like a bad dream that can't be fought
Your words cut deep, and effect my sleep

I wish you never knew
that trying to please you,
destroyed me and empowered you.

But that was then and this is now
You go ahead and take your bow
This show you put on, this little act

It ended us, as it's final act.

1 girl 2 girl 3 girl 4, how many more?
Sweetie I didn't start this war.
Do I need to spell out what you are to me now?
Nothing, you've hit your all time low, can you feel the blow?
Even through it all, I stand pretty tall.
Words that once cut me so deep...just seem to f
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                                                higher.
                                        higher
            You said I'd fail, but now I soar, higher
And I laugh because you were such a horrible liar.

Amusing? Isn’t it, please don't tell me what you'll say next,
   Cause this has just turned into a guessing game,
what girls name will I hear next?
I always fell right back to you like gravity.
But after a while, it just felt like I was in captivity.
Why do you like the way regret taste?
Because now I realize how believing in you was a complete waste.



But now I'm fine, no now I'm divine.
So thanks for making me that much stronger, cause I wasn't going to hold on any longer.
But I could go on all day about what a cheating coward you are,
Believe me.
But this is all I need to say..
You thought you were sneaky, but when all this ended..
who's heart really needed to be mended?

If I was a bird this is what I would do,
   I would fly into the deep blue sky till I couldn't see you.
      And then I'd soar and simply rise and see myself to the oceans tide.
         I'd flap my wings and gaze at the stars and forget all my scars. Forget the people from my past
             and never look back. And as the sun sets I'll know I'm safe, Cause I'm miles away from those who  **made me this brave.