Mind you if a girl wasn't loose brothers wouldn't loose their viginity
Trying to break a point even
Evaluation I end up with a pazzel of confusion consentrating on the idea that I am
Visibility of his ignorant storm awkardly approve of him
I guess ******* is something you work on on some graduall renaissance indifinable it is the eminent bridge to a ship of relations. A burden that insults me and leaves the questions how many partners qualify one as a **** because at a point we all get ****** by the biggest ****** of all........

The brain controls everything no matter what the heart says
The brain dictates forwards and reverses,rewinds and deletes, you see results have proven this theory. I school
The brain looks exactly the same
Refreash and re-organise your mind wait as your next mistake elaborates its self
Endless all over your thoughts.

Disturbing pictures in my brain of black blood painted in red spraying the juices of my blood on the street
Disturbing are these screams of joy ending in cry from my sistas
Victimes of sterio typical leaders who never understand the poor batting their cries of basic need.

When. I say I was ten my life started wrong, I had no life
When I was ten I lost my mind
When I was ten my life was taken away from me
When I was ten I lost my virginity
When I was ten I wished to die but killed a man
When I was ten my childhood was taken away from me
When I was ten I became a woman but never understood the word
Now I have passed being ten
But when I was ten I was stupid to let them take away my childhood

I lay awake,  legs streched out in shorts, short of the feeling I used to have, I forgot to open, I keep them closed counting the months not winning prices though dertermined to make a count
It could be fun
I should bend my legs look at my knees facing my face, blocking all mental pace, maybe I should sit up keep my legs  open, a potriat of compassion is me
I'm keeping them open
Its safe to enter!

It must be a dream but I don't remember closing my eyes, it truely is a dream
I don't remember reality feeding me lies
If you crave a happy ending then clearly you haven't been paying attention
This must be the ally I heard about
Keep breathing which is hard when panic pushes oxygen into my lungs
This isn't my bed, its unfamiliar, there shoud be another way to explain it
A doorway but no door, should I call for help Wait I'm dreaming
Do you know what's going on?
Ignoring the freakness moving closing closest I feel the burn, I'm squessing my fits
I'm not looking to get saved, I'm grown
I'm a lady I should wake up and go ***.